apopoi's manga / #obsessive lover(2)

My Deepest Secret

Ongoing | hanza art | 2019 released

I read this on Webtoon a while ago.. Like maybe 2 years~? And I remember being flabbergasted and if you think I like being spoiled now, you should see me then cuz I was searching for spoilers. So of course I knew that the girl was the real psycho and she had DID. I'm not sure if it represents the disorder properly or if it was done for the aesthetic without any proper research, so I won't mention anything about it. I do see people saying that the movie with James McAvoy was misleading and damaging for the people in that community so I won't be surprised if this is the same shit. Now I like the flashback on the MC, her dad was vile and her mom irresponsible for leaving her with that trash of a human being. I don't condone cheating but his disgusting behaviour couldn't have come up from nowhere right? Maybe it showed up in bits and pieces to her mom, or maybe she's trash as well. The "psycho bf" was so sweet and kind and I hate that we saw him for something other than his cinnamon self. Also how the MC based her personality from his gf? Whew! She broke them up.. The side eye the co-worker barista gave to her in hindsight is comical, the foreshadowing is nice but it could use a lot more work imo. So the ML is a green flag through and through, he also has personality. That's my gripe with green flag men in media, they lack the sauce that red flag men possess, but not him honey. He got all the rizz, personality, charm.. You name it. Also how he still loves her even after figuring out that she's the culprit. I think his first clue was when she fought that guy in the streets, the warning bells were ringing in his head! Also his bestie being a woman and them actually being friends? We love debunking myths that say men and women can't be friends. I love it here. He is such a kid around her and she is fosho the mom of the group.. The group now consists of him, her and MC. The MC and her getting along and being friends as well was the cherry on top

Tears on a Withered Flower

Ongoing | | 2022 released

It's aight. I saw a comment that said the FL looks like she belongs in One piece and that made me fucking amused since it's so accurate. She also lowkey looks like Nami, the eyes and the body. I mean 99% of the girls in One piece looks like Nami with different colored hair. So about the plot, a sus young man is obsessed with a 33 year old divorced woman who still lives with her cheating ex. The ex is like trash amongst trash.. Top tier trash, It's a bit interesting that he sees the young girl as just someone to have fun with, when she's so dumb and naive that you could just take advantage of her. This trash is stepping all over the FL, with her working a bazillion jobs to pay for his debts.. She keeps on forgiving him that it warrants him to behave that way. Also him making her feel guilty for not being able to have a kid?? Boy if you don't get lost... The audacity! The fact that he taught her how to smoke was oddly wholesome. I wanna how he became obsessed with her tho.