apopoi's manga / #historical(125)

This is such a pleasant read. I like the bond between the MC and Tang Bo. I did not expect him to have a friend but I like that he is looking after his friend's descendents. The plum blossom flowers are as pretty as ever. The 2nd disciple brother character's development is one for the books. The senior brothers are also a hoot... I'm not so sure of the girl tho. She is very much in the background now, I thought she would play a more important role. The elders of the sect aren't as insightful as I would like them to be, when they kept talking about punishments I almost lost it. The account guy is fun tho. The Emei merchant sect is the sugar daddy of my dreams.. I want them! The beggars are as nasty as ever.. The armpits, the crotch, like ewww why would u offer your hands to shake right after you rub your armpit or put things in your crotch. And it's not like they don't have the money for it. The MC's personality is a pet peeve of mine but I can put that aside for the plot and his ambition. I hope we get more flashbacks, I really like this arc.

I can already tell that this is going to be a frustrating read. I skipped upto chapter 40 onwards but I still love it. Ain't going back to the previous ones tho.. I already get the story. It took a while for our MC to figure out that Reez was the author, didn't it? I guess I understand but then there are so many clues and moments as well. Even Killian figured it out before her. I love Killian btw... And I love how he is no longer attached to his stupid father.. Even his mother standing by while all this bullshit was taking place. His complex towards that psychopath of a brother was sad to see. He is one obsessed motherfucker ain't he? Like he doesn't care about his family one bit... The only thing he cares about is Reez.

Damn this is immoral as shit. The first chapter annd there's rape already. I mean it was fast forward four days or three soo.. It's for sure his childhood friend. Everyone is sus. And they did say that everyone except the crown prince raped him. That makes sense since he doesn't hide who he is. The others have skeletons in their closet. The way the MC talks is grating for sure but that is in line with his character. Coupled with that he was sexually assaulted by a PDF file as well or maybe even worse.. That makes sense. Ch8.

Awww... This got me in my feels... I felt very bad for the ML, he's so cute, so patient, so enduring, so hopeful, so tender, so gentle, so willing to do anything for the FL that he makes me tear up. I almost lost my logic there for a second and had to remind myself what the princess' circumstance was like and look from her perspective. She always liked him, from the beginning... That's why it hurts. She was left out in the dark. She's truly innocent in all this. I know but when she admitted that she forgot him when she went back home and seeing her wear his heart so proudly like that just hurts. But she makes up for it. She clears up misunderstandings and is truly making effort. I love her for this. Should I read the novel? The emperor and the FL's dad made me mad ngl but I understand... Man I love the ML so much.

This is art. This is cinema. This is perfection. Oh my god! I have no words to describe this masterpiece. I thought the main story ended perfectly yet the side stories elevated it to another level. I love Geum ho...I love how tainted he is,how strong he is,how desperate he is,how full of love and how kind he is to Beom. He is so complex,his desperation is what entranced me to him. When he fears Beom would be angry at him,with that helpless look in his eyes asking him to forgive him. I love the scar across his neck, I love his tired eyes,his red eyes...I love how he calls Beom a brat and indulges him. He is so stupidly in love that I can't help but be in love as well. I love his younger brother and Soon together, everyone got their happy ending in this life. Beom is so precious. Best Boi fr. I admire his unconditional love, how he always thinks about and put his feelings into words. The scene where he saw his mama and cried while asking if she were really there and if it was an illusion. The prince is a psycho. He is obsessed with Geum Ho and his ex. About the ex...I don't understand something. His wife is the princess and her older brother is the king yet the prince is from another lineage or what? Are they related? I don't understand. This is so amazing! I love the way they rested in theor past life,under the wisteria flowers where all theory wishes came true. The way Geum Ho was embraced by Beom and they died together. My heart! Geum go being a gangster and wearing that bikini and panties...ugh so hawt!