apopoi's manga / #Smut(83)

A dragon? Sign me up! This will be nice cuz my logical ass won't be questioning how someone can be that proud, narcissistic and selfish cuz duh he a dragon This is very sweet, I didn't expect that. The smut is very tasteful, their bodies are very bulky so I needed some time to get around it. The ML crying, being clingy and acting cute..just stole my heart away. The MC is such hubby material, seriously he's so attentive, intelligent, mature and all things good. Their dynamic wasn't what I thought it was going to be haha. My first impression is the first paragraph I wrote. The Emperor's obsession with him was very interesting to read about, the way he looked at the MC send chills down my spine. It's the blush in his cheeks, his downcast eyes and his gaze that seal the deal for me. I love that he escaped from him but the people that helped him escape were punished so it's unfortunate. Knowing the Emperor, it probably didn't end with a simple punishment either. The fact that he isolated him from his friends, made him marry yet prohibit the married couple to meet again, sending his friends to other places etc. If it were another manhwa, he would be the ML and girls would be swooning after him for sure.

This is so hot.. Like Jack and Rose from Titanic in that vehicle scene steamy windows hot. I like them both, I want to learn about their past. I love that the ML prioritises consent and always holds himself back. So in this manhwa, the espers are the bottom? Or is it just this pair? I see myself in the MC, like the stubborn personality, hardheaded etc. I like his cute side as well as his assertive side. I like his confidence in himself, their interactions are always a treat to read. I love how professional the ML and how affected he is by him too. The sexual tension is there, every gaze, every touch.. You can feel it! The ML getting a nose bleed was peak! Idk what peak it is, comedy? Not to mention the art style is top tier. I also love the ahegao in this YAOI, and that's rare coming from me. The compatibility rate is 90%, admit it dense ML.. You ~in love~ It depends on their disposition but mainly how the guide feels towards their esper so *ahem* Plus his exes all share an uncanny resemblance (cute, boyish face) to our MC, it also extends to his celebrity crush(deep intense cobalt eyes) even the drink he had while talking to his friend who so kindly chose to speak straight facts (tho there is nothing straight about the ML). The monster is also a nice addition, the commentary *chef's kiss*

This was something.. Like I don't know what else to say. The seme is delulu on steroids, his horrible creature of a mother influence didn't help either.. I feel bad for his naive dad too, not only the uke. He made others bully him so he could be the prince Charming who saved him. He isolated him from his friends, made him believe he was an omega by faking his results by using his family's influence, he gave him pills that would imitate an Omega's pheromones with horrible side effects. He became physically weaker, gave off omega pheromones which enticed horny alphas (he even got fucked by a gang of alphas so that the seme could save him) and he was forced to be dependent on the seme since he forced every job agency to refuse him. Every interaction was faked. What's worse is that now they are mated so they can't be apart, it's too late. He even cut off his tendons so he couldn't walk again. Like what in the 'Killing Stalking' is this??!! The fact that he is in love with him despite all this makes me feel for him.. He can't just erase those memories even though they were a result of the seme pulling strings making him feel that way. I hate this so much.. Aahhh! Thank Goodness it was so short cuz I can't stand to look at this any longer.

Ah! I'm not ready for this shit. UPDATE (29/10/23) at 12:55 AM: I could never bring myself to read this no matter how desperate I got for a good story since this story seemed hard to digest but so far I have completed 15 chapters. As always I looked through the featured images first then I was left confused since the pretty guy kissing the uke wasn't the guy in the cover and the name was different. I double checked and it was a different name so I clicked on the image of him calling the uke a good boy cuz I'm a kinky bitch and he called him hyung as well so..u can't blame me! Anyways.. My impression on the story : It is very fast paced. A lot was covered in the first five chapters, it tells us the history between the uke and the hyung, we got the seme beating up the uke and him fighting back, we saw the second male lead for the love triangle and we see him (Soo young) being assaulted on numerous situations. Did that hyung guy groom him? There seemed to be a significant age gap between the two and a power imbalance. When he was shaking like a leaf after seeing his hyung while the seme was in front of him holding a knife with blood splattered on his face, you can see how traumatic it was for Soo young to meet him after he beat him. He couldn't believe the hyung he worshipped that was so caring towards him could look at him like that and beat him, threaten him etc. We can see him not being affected by the seme since he was a stranger to him even though objectively he was more of a douche to him. What I love so much about the MC already is his tenacity and fighting spirit but also his gentle heart.. As comments say "He is such a babygirl". Him already feeling so protective of the side seme and hugging him when there was a violent altercation is enough proof of his good nature. That scene of him holding his arms out protecting the man who hurt him while trembling at the mere sight of him invokes such strong emotions out of me. What a brilliant scene. Also the pretty side seme is such a red flag as well, the scene where he puts out his cigarette on the guy's butt cheeks and how he casually answered his hyung's call while shutting the guy's mouth while thrusting at the same time? And you know what's worse? He isn't all bad. He "rewards" him by hitting (not literally) the spot he loves after he apologises for hurting him since he assumed he liked the pain. And the scene ends with the guy asking him if he would call him back and he says "When I want to". Sir!? Like the ball is in his game. It depends on him while the other guy waits for whenever he feels like fucking him. Jesus! I do like that the semes are completely different.. We love different types of the color red after all. I want to know the backstory on the seme's and uke's meeting or whatever since the seme finds him familiar. I'm sure we'll get to it, there are 105 chapters as of now anyway. People say that it's dragged out but I'll be the judge of that. The attraction was instant for the seme, I'm sure we'll get around the uke soon. That's how it is unfortunately.

Just pure smut. The top wasn't overbearing and very sweet to him and we love to see a power bottom. When he sucked his fingers, that was so hot. Also his ahegao was top tier. I like his change in attitude immediately after, it was hilarious.

Oh wow. I can't believe I actually stumbled upon this again. I love an obsessed top, also the twist that the big bro loves him as well was nice. It's like he was egging him on to do it. The last scene were he said "It's you who can't live without me" was a full circle moment since the lil bro keeps repeating that his big brother can't live without him. It was him all along. I can't believe I actually found this again, the tag I used were : yaoi, smut and oneshot. There were only three pages luckily.

Welp.. This was one of the things I read when I was deep in the incest trap. I still am to some extent but I don't seek it out now (only in fiction btw since I like taboo and controversial issues). I was pleasantly surprised by the exploration of the lil bro's inferiority complex and his blind devotion to his big brother. I'm glad they addressed that in this manga, it sticks out from other mangas in the same vein as this because unlike the others, this actually tells us the ins and outs of why he feels this way. In addition to that, it also sheds light on how this relationship affects their life outside their little twincest bubble. The big brother is very interesting in hindsight.. He never thought of his lil bro like that but he didn't seem to mind it when he found his brother touching him.. Since he felt good. This sentiment is also shared by the seme..he thinks to himself 'this is how nii-san has always been, he just goes with things that give him pleasure or satisfaction'. He doesn't think or function like the normal person. The idolization part also fascinates me. I love the drama aspect of it too and like the thought of other people regarding their dynamic.. Even his(the seme) friend comments if it's not tiring wiping his ass for him. I also love how this extends over to their adulthood when they move out or go job hunting and not just students. It makes the story more solid that way. That's all.

No!! Because I was totally engrossed reading this. The sexual tension was through the roof.. Hyuck is such a baby girl. First chapter and it's already been established that the gf is a bit of a bitch, which is cheap but I like it cuz now I don't feel bad about the potential romance between him and the doctor. I liked his blunt friend, how he is loved by his pals and sunbaes, overall he is a likeable character. The doctor on the other hand is so manipulative and a fuckboy, he gives off a gentle and mature aura as well so we now how he got bitches. I stopped reading because it just felt so wrong, like we know that the doctor is interested in him so he's playing him like a violin. Hyuck confides in him and he instead of helping him reconcile with his gf, he advises him to distance himself and shit. It doesn't make him look good cuz why is a damn adult with a job all up in children's business? Also that scene when they were playing pool and the doctor got his bitch with him got on my nerves cuz my innocent boo boo got ignored. That made me drop this series, I'm not gonna lie. This man with all his experience is playing my innocent puppy. Every scene with the two of them, we clearly see who wears the pants and it don't feel good. Like the power dynamic is so fucked up so it feels iffy at times.

This is so fucking weird and creepy. I do like that it subverts your expectations of who the seme and uke are but this just feels like NTR. The thing about NTR is if you are going to do it, you have to commit and do it all the way but this was half-assed and it feels greasy and disgusting. I thought that the seme was the friend from '1 to 10' but I don't think so. The name is different. Also the pacing is weird, it feels like we skipped 10 chapters or more so worth of story. Like the uke forgives him for drugging and raping him? And now he wears bras and lingerie willingly when all his life, he has dressed a certain way (more traditionally manly attire), his personality also made a complete 180 shift. The candy analogy just isn't it.. Quit it. The only crossover we got from '1 to 10' was the guy with the hat who supplied seme with the aphrodisiac (I think, I'm pretty sure) and the one who set the uke from '1 to 10' on a blind date. In hindsight that's a blessing.

This is batshit insane. Pissing, whipping, rope play, master × servant etc.. This feels like a badly made doujinshi. The devil who is supposed to be in love with MC abuses him left and right. The MC is also an idiot and a dunce cuz no sane person would stay with this disgusting piece of shit (u could argue that he's afraid of the consequences but like the reason given by the devil is wack and when he tried confessing to him, he cuts him off and says 'Ohh! It's cuz of your devil powers, you are trying to purify me'). And we're given the explanation it's cuz he thinks Jacque cheated on his ass when 1) he lost his memories, 2) you didn't inform him of your relationship status before said memory loss 3) he was raped by that tentacle (supposedly a female, and a pretty one to boot). So he kicks him, steps on him, whips him, forces him into anal play, keeps a leash on him which is 2.5 metres long, and in the last chapter pisses on him and tells him to drink it. Ewwww! What the fuck! He doesn't love this guy, he enjoys torturing him and gets off on it, he's an actual sadist. No, he didn't do it cuz he thinks he cheated on him. The flashback and his current self do not make sense. He cried when he thought his love would die and stayed by his side for 10 plus years then turns around and tell him to drink his piss. No..next thing you know he's making him eat his shit too. I forgot to add that he forced him to eat his vomit (I don't remember that, maybe I blanked out but comments mentioned it. I thought he just threatened him) and made him drink his own cum (O_O)