apopoi's manga / #Smut(83)

It's not an isekai..it's a soul switching type of manhwa where the MC who has led a miserable life is inflicted with a life threatening disease, then she is visited by a spoiled noble lady who is suicidal talking on and on about how she envies her (that she will meet her end soon). So what did she do? She made a deal with a witch to switch their bodies so she can fulfill that suicidal girl's wish..so that girl dead now. She now possess that lady's body, then discovers what made her suicidal. The lass led a colourful life. Her butler gave her head and made her reach climax on the first day. Then her fiancee came with his friend, that friend later like sexually assaulted her in front of him which he is turned on by. He is a cock block right? Is that the term for it? He becomes rock hard witnessing this scene, the line " Your fair body is being violated by *insert friend's name* tanned and muscular body. It is such a beautiful sight"..while eating dessert mind you. So we later find out that the friend likes her which she confirms by going into a secret store he owns, buying a potent drink to end her life which then he chases her for and takes it away from her all the while doing some sexy thingsss...the MC dresses a bit vulgarly, throwing away the former lass' dresses to be replaced by dresses with a low back and chest showing attire. There is also like a bit of revenge plot line going on..but whatever. It is a smut. I don't enjoy it like 'Ch** chan k******* n*kk*' but it is alright..

Love me some dilf..and it's gonna be spicyyyy..wow..like the synopsis alone got my heart racing..huff huff..ahem ahem..tsk tsk..my taste, how they know it?

Love me some older man.. So I read it..finally. It was not hard at all as only one chapter was available in the first place. The panties thing cracked me up. Hahahahah hehe huhu..the thing she said holding such a risque panty with her thigh and sprinting out of the ballroom where her fiancee called off their engagement with a woman in his arms..yet the only thing on her mind was her panties and ofcourse the humiliation. The ML is 36 years old and the MC seems to be 16 or 17 at best so.. Tbh considering the setting and the context, my thoughts on age gap varies. I think this is fine..

Smut;)..what else needs to be said?

Some messed up shit be good every now and then

Oh my!! I read like five chapters and I dropped it but I can't deny, the art be good. The seme is so beautiful yet a sadist..like sex on his mind 24/7..the uke is an erotica painter, which the seme searches for him cuz he a pervert. He then forces him to paint him and his sex partners. From what I read upto, the seme and uke haven't got it on yet

I read the first two chapters or so a while back, and I liked it. The premise is interesting. The uke is reckless, what person in their sane mind would just barge into a mafia's den? Our uke..He is a righteous person fighting tooth and nail for his client..there are mafias pulling the strings in this specific case and of course it's our seme.. Update (27/02/23): I have read upto ch30 and I have to say it was completely different from how I imagined it would be. The seme is smitten for the uke from the get go. He is so patient with him that it's actually funny..like the uke slapping him randomly and him just sitting there stunned. The uke is a firecracker, the way he behaves is akin to a YA female character, with him being very irrational, not thinking things through and getting upset over the most minute things. Is there a mystery to why the seme cares so deeply for the uke? Besides..the seme is not as heartless as I imagined him to be, I mean he DID pull up a gun on a child BUT..Him using the uke as bait and as a way to lure people out, a traitor within their midst. When uke found out about this, he was upset. He is starting to catch feelings... Also the seme does not force himself on the uke as well. That's such a strange thing, not me rethinking all the YAOIS I have watched..Their first kiss, he asked in exchange for providing him with the document he needed. Him inviting him to his house to help him and breaking his scooter so he could stay over his house..all of his antics are adorable(?) The cousin..I don't hate him but he gotta prove himself. UPDATE (10:15) same day️ Well, I have read upto ch50 currently and the seme has raped the uke by now. It was not as brutal as I thought it would be, there were no blood and he was gentle with him even though he was rough..I don't know how to explain it. Maybe my standard is all fucked up ever since I read that manhwa where the top forced himself on the bottom without prepping so the bottom was dripping blood *shudders*( Waterside night). So we can deduce that the seme being the Tsar comes with a painful childhood, he even confessed to being kidnapped three times as a kid until he could learn to escape on his own. Also my theory of them having some type of connection in the past was totally thrashed..it seems the top has fallen for the bottom completely through their many interactions and has been interested since he first met him. The cousin is a shady motherfucker, him being so happy go lucky and being so attached to his cousin was a result of him trying to outthrow him. He also didn't kill the uke when he has the chance, it was a plan conjured by the two cousins. But he put poison on it for extra insurance..he knows how to attach himself to those in power and has no loyalty, a slimy bastard. When the uke threatened him, it made me smile like a proud mom. The sniper dude is interesting..he moves according to orders yet he seems to have his own agency as well. He is an enthusiast for spilling blood, him giving his contact info to the uke was..ugh tearworthy. The father is not as bad as I thought, it seems that's a common theme in this manhwa. Very half-ass characters, it seems the author did not want to fully commit to the characters mental psyche, past traumas, give substance to the characters..it is implied but not the whole story. That's a very safe approach. The seme is very callous in love so he doesn't know how to express himself though his actions betray his disguise. I was actually surprised at how patient he was towards the uke, like he gave him so many chances until he finally snapped. The bottom line was the uke trying to escape Russia, then he shot him in the stomach and leg and raped him for a week straight while giving treatments at the same time. He was so rough yet he held onto him so tightly and saying stuff in a daydream like "When I found you, there was no use in you attempting to escape" or "I will not allow you to leave my sight"..Also the way his hands trembled when he touched him or he froze when the uke said "Do you think I will be able to forgive you?". UPDATE (1/3/23) 12:18 am - So the main story is already completed now and the side stories are the only thing left. But I like how the uke still addresses the raping and shooting thing and how he himself has a problem since he is able to still be with him and likes him still. Also the prospect of marriage is inconceivable to him since his mom waited for his dad who left them for some unknown reason and her last words were to him as well so...Never knew the fountain pen he used to threaten the seme was the last piece of the 14 pens in his collection. How he met the uke was also told from his POV..a series of unlucky things happened to balance the sheer luck he would bring...the fact that he could not sense the uke and thought it to be his last day but turned out to the one he obsess over....also his size is way too large..very scary. Also how the uke passes out several times yet he keep going and doesn't seem to be satisfied with him going on and on about how he is holding it in. He proposes to him and asks for the 14th pen as a gift, that's cute. The cousin confuses me. His dad is a menace. Also how his heart pounded in the last panel as he says to his cousin "I will let you in on a little secret. When he looks at me like that, I am unable to resist him"

Shion is so fucking cute and so hot..the seme doesn't deserve him but someone like Shion who is on a league of his own has to settle so I digress, love the self-realization that Shion had while being in a woman's body..he viewed women as objects to lust over and was like a fuckboy so love that for him. The seme seems to like him even before he turned into a woman so there's that. Him blushing in his boy and girl form is cute as heck!! I love him and the comments says he is the dream person of every bi and I can see that! Totally!!

The art..Godammnn!! I feel like my eyes just got washed..so refreshing!! I love that it is uncensored too except for Ch1..the seme is typical so is the uke but still I looveee it..the smut is delicious and they are so beautiful..the first panel we saw of seme with his hair tied up was a view..let me tell u..the uke is so pretty, elegant and beautiful. I imagine him to be a dreamguy of bisexuals or gay men in general..even straight men too..he could turn them..

It's such a shame. It started off great, I loved their dynamic and interactions as well as their constant bantering and sparring. They felt like two boys who were best friends and knew eachother inside out. That was the first half. It was so refreshing to me how despite the MC being a uke held such power or authority and can refuse seme for anything and everything, how he drew the line and all. They felt equal. They were the same age and there was a power balance to it. That was before the timeskip. Our feisty and witty MC was nowhere to be found. He became so submissive and stupid. He walks around without using his brain. What was the reason he trained ten years in that ravine for? He is supposed to be as strong as seme and fight side by side but he is alloted to be a damsel in distress, letting his emotions get the better of him with the seme running things however he wants and him blindly and happily following. When they have sex, the seme like traps his hands and he can't resist..he just whimpers "St-Stop" but the seme ofcourse don't. The seme refuses to tell uke everything for uke's sake, man how I hate that type of plotline, yet fully expects the uke to tell him everything. Not to mention how he disciplines him by spanking him and calling him a "good boy", like that is so out of the blue? What is going on in the author's mind? I guess she wanted to trade a completely fresh and unique blb dynamic into an unhealthy, power-imbalance with the typical top and bottom. They are literally the same age, grew up together side by side and used to fight eachother yet now that changed..the seme and uke's personality has been changed to fit into what people likes and expects of a YAOI to be. I hate it. Not to mention this is a manhua so I should have expected it but they had Korean names so I was confused Baek is a Korean name I'm sure . I got upto ch35 but I don't want to continue