Ah! I'm not ready for this shit.
UPDATE (29/10/23) at 12:55 AM: I could never bring myself to read this no matter how desperate I got for a good story since this story seemed hard to digest but so far I have completed 15 chapters. As always I looked through the featured images first then I was left confused since the pretty guy kissing the uke wasn't the guy in the cover and the name was different. I double checked and it was a different name so I clicked on the image of him calling the uke a good boy cuz I'm a kinky bitch and he called him hyung as well so..u can't blame me! Anyways.. My impression on the story : It is very fast paced. A lot was covered in the first five chapters, it tells us the history between the uke and the hyung, we got the seme beating up the uke and him fighting back, we saw the second male lead for the love triangle and we see him (Soo young) being assaulted on numerous situations. Did that hyung guy groom him? There seemed to be a significant age gap between the two and a power imbalance. When he was shaking like a leaf after seeing his hyung while the seme was in front of him holding a knife with blood splattered on his face, you can see how traumatic it was for Soo young to meet him after he beat him. He couldn't believe the hyung he worshipped that was so caring towards him could look at him like that and beat him, threaten him etc. We can see him not being affected by the seme since he was a stranger to him even though objectively he was more of a douche to him. What I love so much about the MC already is his tenacity and fighting spirit but also his gentle heart.. As comments say "He is such a babygirl". Him already feeling so protective of the side seme and hugging him when there was a violent altercation is enough proof of his good nature. That scene of him holding his arms out protecting the man who hurt him while trembling at the mere sight of him invokes such strong emotions out of me. What a brilliant scene. Also the pretty side seme is such a red flag as well, the scene where he puts out his cigarette on the guy's butt cheeks and how he casually answered his hyung's call while shutting the guy's mouth while thrusting at the same time? And you know what's worse? He isn't all bad. He "rewards" him by hitting (not literally) the spot he loves after he apologises for hurting him since he assumed he liked the pain. And the scene ends with the guy asking him if he would call him back and he says "When I want to". Sir!? Like the ball is in his game. It depends on him while the other guy waits for whenever he feels like fucking him. Jesus! I do like that the semes are completely different.. We love different types of the color red after all. I want to know the backstory on the seme's and uke's meeting or whatever since the seme finds him familiar. I'm sure we'll get to it, there are 105 chapters as of now anyway. People say that it's dragged out but I'll be the judge of that. The attraction was instant for the seme, I'm sure we'll get around the uke soon. That's how it is unfortunately.
Legs That Won't Walk