Cinnamon Milk TEA's manga / #Beautiful Art(2)

The third novel in the serie and the third story I got read. I was reluctant to read this one at first because of the summary and the negative comments. it didn't feel as angsty as the other two stories (#1 & #9) of the serie that I read before and it didn't start as such but luckily, I fall in love and hard for the magnificent manhua art style (♡‿♡ʃƪ). So I couldn't wait and read the novel (⁠ʃ⁠ƪ ⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠) and I'm not sure what to feel. The angst was there at the middle part but it wasn't prevalent. Everything else was coherent especially the characters action, thoughts and personality. ——— When the proud, arrogant, and daring Jian Suiying Shou falls in love at first sight with Li Yu Gong –more like an over 25 year old ass men lusting over a teenager–, his younger brother Jian Suilin’s –who have some serious psychological issues leading him rape his own brother– classmate, he actively showed his affections –Both sexual and normal harassment despite being rejected more then once–. But his supposed “chasing” only caused him humiliation due to Li Yu’s hostile attitude, stirring up this noble young master’s animalistic and rather insane nature–He basically rape him while liking his bro and shaming to scam him–. Soon, their desires and emotions blended together, making it difficult for them to separate from one another. What should’ve been a competitive romantic chase between the two became a forbidden secret. And because of Jian Suilin’s ulterior motives –wanting to take everything from his bro–, things gradually out of control, and ultimately, the hidden dangers burst out. In the end, all of them will not be able to escape the judgement of fate… Nothing really happened they don't face the fuckin consequences of most of their fuckin actions. ——— The story happy and two years time spent, which makes the emotions the characters gos through seem real. Jian Suiyang got back stabbed in the one thing that he cherish "his job" by the two persons he would had never doubted and he couldn't forgive this particular betrayal. It made him realizes how alone he is and that he had no one to lean on, not even the family he worked for years to help... And yes I did feel sorry for him regardless of his atrocious violent personality... And for he's little bro too because therapy is only fo suicidal people in this universe. The Gong on the other hand I feel apathetic twords him, yes he did bad but he isn't the worst... Mostly because Shou did him bad and the situation just got reversed. Flabbergasting ! Everytime I reached the end of this novels, regardless of how many times Shou get forced by their surrounding to accept Gong back in their life. So fuckin disappointing, to think that I actually had hope that it was going to end on a blurry positive note, that they'll reunite in normal way. I feel so stupid (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠)⁠・⁠・⁠・Yet getting back together in this way match the Shou of the story, he needed to be forced to give the gong a second chance. Ah shoot I love the ending it's so good!!! Can't wait to read the complete manhua.

Hope there's more One of the few good justification to have a romance between an adult and a minor IN FICTION