madd's manga / #So toxic it’s a biohazard(53)

I'm not sure why I gave this five stars. Maybe I was finally happy that one of those ukes kidnapped by an obsessed seme who imprisoned them finally decided to escape by death. Too often, ukes take it and end up stuck with the seme locked away but looking at the ending again. I'm glad they did something different.

Bro I read this when I was like 11 or sumthin. I had no clue what was happening I don’t even know how I got through reading this lmao. I think my brain just completely erased it from my memory, all I remember is the beginning and end.

so um- What was that? Why is the therapist trying to see the MC's OCD (a severe mental illness/disability that caused him immense daily distress and possibly caused by some childhood trauma) as something hot or sexy so that he can 'warp' him to his desires by helping him? That's just so out of left field it caught me off-guard. I thought it was kinda weird and gave red flags when he said being entirely dependent was the same as love, which is just... no. It got even worse when he would force himself on the MC, even when he would clearly say no. But I didn't expect this. I usually can handle some weird, toxic stuff, but as someone with social anxiety, to see someone else take advantage of him just felt violative, and I couldn't even finish it. What's worse is that HE'S A DOCTOR WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DEDICATED TO HELPING PEOPLE LIKE HIM. HOW DOES HE EVEN HAVE A JOB? Honestly, I thought I was crazy for a second, thinking this was super weird, when I saw the other comments, 'Aw, this is so cute,' 'Aww, so gay,' 'This story's so good.' But this is just uncalled for. I'm sorry. It's already hard enough for people with mental issues to ask and trust people to help or to even admit they have a problem, to use them, us, as something to fetishize or use so that you can make them only rely on you to satisfy your ego or sadistic desires is just sick. I don't know why they thought this was a good idea. They had a great setup and ruined it for... what? Horny people who wanted them to go at it like bunnies already? You couldn't wait to do that, so you put it at the cost of the well-being of mentally challenged people? This isn't ok. This isn't how you deal with OCD, and I feel bad for the community that this even exists. I don't know how people can ignore that. I mean, I'm not going to tell others not to read this, but please take this into consideration when you read this.

I thought it was fine because it didn't have a summary, but I realize I should've just looked at the comments first -_-. ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛ

This is just… yeah regret ever reading this lmao. Glad my brain threw this out of the memory files.