God I never found anything that explained that trans pain so bad and I found it. Watching him put the knife to his breasts, I think about that all the time. Just getting a knife and cutting them straight off if I could never get the money. Watching him be so used to and uncomfrotable with people watching his breasts I felt that so hard, I have bigger breasts too and even with a binder they’re hard to hide and I hate it so much. I glad he had a friend who was willing to go with him to get the surgery, the scene of them swithcing pants was just… ughghhhhhh I wish I had friends. His transition was so beautiful, and he just instantly looked so joyful. Personally my parents don’t accept me, so I wish I had a dad like his who was willing to accept who I was, but it was definitely the encouragement i needed to hang through these last couple years until I can get my surgery. But i agree with the everyone else, coming off that story everything else just paled in comparison, but I would totally reread again just for motivation.
9 out of 10.
Tooda Oto Tanpenshuu: Niku wo Hagu