minminie's manga / #sad(2)

there's a non-con here so watch out for that. the story is so good, it shows the real world where people isn't accepting and how their families acknowledged the idea. i'm glad there are more people who are understanding now in our generation, but of course there's still a lot of homophobics. at least there's still hope on humanity skjdkdj

welp. a bitch cried and that bitch is me. i thought "my starry sky" is the most heartbreaking manhwa i've read but this one's competing against it. i actually had this on my "to read" list before, i just deleted coz i thought this wasn't worth reading bc of the reviews from the readers. now i realize maybe it wasn't just the right time to read this at that time. at first i cried of frustration, i was so mad at wenxu for treating zhishu so bad but i dont know why i cried over wenxu even if he's a complete asshole. he deserved that pain after what he did but i still cried wtf *sobs*. at this point i just feel bad for all of them, even for chen. they loved and became miserable at the end, why is that?? i thought love is a blissful feeling. maybe they just love the wrong person at the wrong time :(