aclusteredmess's manga / #AlphaxAlpha(1)

23-27 sexxx anotha round 40-44 bro idk how to feel fuck it. the top is too carfree and kind to everyone. so he dk that he actually feels something towards the bottom as far as love. hes too chill and tak perasan the way bottom tuh dah in love dgn dia. he should've learn and see the eay he acted towards him and other ppl. he never smile at anyone else and talk in short je. but with him he be the better version of himself. so the bottom confuse la he thought the top suka dia also sbb hes kind towards him but then he know and see for himself oh! hes kind to everyone around him so he got discouraged a bit and feel like he won reciprocate his feelings so down sekejap. but then the top treated him nicely again and make him MORE confused and now he confident yes! he love him too.. fuck no dia salah faham again. THEN HE BAWAK TO HIS KAKAK HOUSE where only 2 ppl he had dated nefore pernah jumpa his kakak he feel speial gila la siaaaa. but then the top admit in his monologue that dia notice the bottom looks lonlely and tgk2 je dia... so dia kesian and bawak dia jugak jumpa :( the bottom feels too much for the top and the top lambat sial nak sedar. dah after 1 month bottom called off the 'sex partner' thing baru sedar nak cari balik. dia tak nangis2 pun mcm bottom :( dia tak ingat pun dia pernah kiss bottom tu in America :( bottom set the boundaries at first place to remind himself to not fall deeper la sbb dia attracted to the guy at first sight and yes he loses.. now the bottom so sad already that he terus changed his number, sold his house where he shared some memories with the top and tunang with pilihan atuk dia.. :( and the top terhegeh2 lembab sgt kot yelah pun dtg nak sambung the relationship with the bottom. bottom tak layan langsung cold namampus so the top push jugak cause he feel like he'll damn regret this and use the 1 last meet alasan so bottom will listen to him and -cliffhanger- continued reading with no memories of this manga but i can still feel the raw sadness by the rich guy.. is damaging :( i want him to love and be loved by the person thay could do that.. I hope this have happy ending.. I'm gonna fucking flip if it doesn't ch42 ch66 :') ch77 they both seeing the scary atok