☆Healthy~Addictions☆'s manga / #Beautiful Art(44)

I remember being new to bl/yaoi and manhwas and thinking this had too many sex scenes. Looking back at it now, I didn’t really care for them until now lol I’m just so used to the sex scenes that it doesn’t even seem like it’s a lot now. Also sometimes I even get bored with a manga/manhwa if it doesn’t have a sex scene pretty quick. I want to break that habit because I do enjoy the actual stories and plot but I just get too wrapped up in the smut that I just miss the actual story.

Like like um… it was good though.. he did purposefully get him drunk so they could bang but it was good though omg.. The sex scene was so intense and spicy like it was my cup of tea cup of the tea of the cup like- BUT what the uke did was soo wronggggggggg but this book was my tasteeeee besides the drunk part like the crazy eyed guy (uke) made him drink so much that he was out of it then proceeded to go down on him then the seme came to his senses and ended up screwing him after the uke said his dick was small. Like I think the uke wanted to make the seme gay or something by making him either screw him while being drunk or humiliating him into screwing him. WHICH HE DID (the second one) like the seme was so upset so he was like bitch I’m gonna prove to you my dick isn’t that small and ENDED UP SCREWING HIM LIKE ????? “I’m not gay” MY ASS but like I think he was but didn’t realize it because later while doing it the seme seemed to be like enjoying it and even saying “do you like that?” Like a straight man would not say that while screwing a dude. Like idk I feel bad for low key enjoying this manhwa like it’s my cup of tea and I say that a lot about a lot of manhwas but this one hit different like the humiliation + the intense sex + EVERYTHING LIKE but I feel bad because what the uke did was badddd like I always bash the semes and ukes that go down on the seme or uke when they’re not sober like its wrong and considered rape but idk it is WRONG but I just have mixed feelings like I wouldn’t feel as bad about liking it if the uke didn’t pull off that drunk shit like I know liking this in general is shameful with and without the rape butttt ugh I can’t keep writing this I know this review is all over the place but so is my mind about this manhwa rn. Edit: Idk I still have mixed feelings but ngl I was disappointed that this was so short because I want moreeee like the uke was just perfect like my type even if he had crazy eyes but it made him even hotter and the dirty talk from the seme when he was really getting into it like get into it yuh PLUS I don’t have a huge thing for choking or anything but like in this manhwa the choking part was just so hot like omg the uke was going wild for it like he just wanted to hurt the seme’s pride just so he could fuck his brains out and it worked lol I hope I find more content like this in the future because this manhwa was just mwah, delish.

THIS WAS MY FIRST EVER YAOI WWOOOOOO!!! After a few minutes of searching, I was able to find the first yaoi I ever read. I read it on a manga app which I forgot the name of plus it was banned for nsfw manga being featured on the home screen. That’s actually where I had found this because I didn’t know what yaoi was so I didn’t just look up “Yaoi”, I found it on the home page. I was unaware what I was in for, I just saw the cover and it interested me. I could not tell it was a bl when I first saw it (Now I can find out if a manga/manhua/manhwa is a yaoi just by the cover using my yaoi eyeballs). Anyways it was nit nostalgic but just nice to see the first yaoi that started my addiction. I also want to add that when I read this it was in 2019 I just wanted to write that down before I forgot the year I started reading yaoi.