lynx's manga / #beautiful art(54)

i-- I don't know, I know this is a great story and-- URGHHHH I ACNT EXPLAIN IT WITH TYPE-ABLE WORDS. whatever- I don't just know, I can't comprehend my feelings nor can I have a perfect definition of what I feel towards this manhua. I feel like I would understand more if reread it, but I wish to stay in this feeling.