Central Intelligence Agency's manga / #Idek anymore(1)

After School Love Affairs

Ongoing | Medamayaki | 2019 released
2021-12-07 16:07 marked

Okay this is complicated and I'll probably get hated for this but I can Symphatize with that black haired mc Gods people like her are dangerous to be with, they wont let others get to them and try to have as much fun as possible without getting hurt, the only thing they want is: Tangible Reassurance that you'll be theirs and only theirs as they will be yours as well. Similarly past me was a dangerous person, because I love it when people rely on me so much that I would do things... To manipulate them. Gods I was an asshole and probably still am im growing but that mc is not. She's honest but has high Expectations its dangerous in a relationship its like "I'll flirt with someone else if your enjoying someone elses company even if its platonic" And well.... Flirting is coping mechanism for me and clearly that girl has it too... She really needs to discipline herself and put some distance. Once your in going out will be dirty and no one likes it dirty unless its sexual lol but yeah...... The other girl doesnt love her, not the slightest what she has is platonic appreciation for someone who was loyal to her in every way. She's not wrong from putting a distance, she wont grow by staying since Momoka wont let her. I used to think that "Why would I let you do the work? I can handle it for you" or "Am I not enough? I have everything you need I'll do everything you need so just look at me" and "I'll follow you everywhere even if it means to the principal office" its funny now when i think about it childish and immature, you just want to be relied on to cover the fact that you have no else to rely on but yourself so you'll have to build up your confidence by making yourself a reliable person