you know that feeling when you’re watching a really good movie? so good that even after it ends you can’t find it in yourself to turn it off. so you just stare blankly at the screen as the credits roll by because you want to hold onto that feeling a bit more. just a little bit longer. because you know that once your turn it off you’ll be thrown back to reality and something hollow will settle deep in your chest.
well that’s what this manga did to me. it took me on an emotional rollercoaster and now that the ride has ended, now that my feet are back on the ground, amidst this dizziness and feeling unbalanced, i also feel empty. like i no longer have any idea where to go from here. perhaps i’ll get on the ride twice or thrice more, just to experience losing myself in something beautiful again. just to experience something real and feel whole again.
Kimi no Yume o Mite Iru