Koko's manga / #Uncensored(21)

Like emmm its totally fucked up... ml is raped by some guy and like eeeeem he doesn't care. it's some shit were ml loves his younger brother but literackich he falls in love in some guy that raped him but unexpectdly his younger brother love ml but ml doesn't love him anymore... There is ofcours some unexpected plot and that was some murder and dark past it was shitty and our ml was almost Violeted but his lover that raped him earlier saved him and happy ending...

Just realised I can't get horny anymore. Like actually Idk maybe I'm having some kind of life crisis but lately I just feel lifeless or empty well idk how to say that in words but I am jus tired and the worst thing is that I didn't even do anything. I miss my friends that I lost years ago I miss old me that didn't have social anxiety. Lmao now im fat and ugly. I wannnnnnna disappear but I'm scared at the same time lol gonna make some instant ramen cause I'm depressed and it's 12pm ig