justyeetmyself's manga / #drunken sex(1)

6 chapters hopeless romantic always get in relationship and failed oblivious straight uke x playboy hot carefree gay seme tags: friends since college, drunken sex mistake, gay bar from comment 1) the two are drawn to each other like moths to a flame, yet say they can't date because they confused the other moth for a flame. 2) He has liked him for years and accepted he was straight but still wants to be his friend because he likes him so much. Then he suddenly says wait maybe I’m gay…they black haired guy doesn’t want to get his feelings hurt when he believe his friend is straight and that if he takes him seriously he’ll get hurt when the guy inevitably says nah I just like girls. In the last few pages of ch 3 we see him happy that blonde guy pushes back and says no I actually liked you a little and who says I can’t fall in love with men. Then that guy calls him to say he found a girl friend which confirms black haired guys worst fears. He was angry earlier bc he was jealous and feels that blonde is not taking being gay seriously bc it’s not an easy way to live esp in a conservative country where gay marriage isn’t legal and people want to fit in to the norm. latest chapter: uke fall sick and ask seme come to check his thermometer whether it's working properly or not then he ask seme to buy food since he don't eat for 3 days fever actually this manga has no relation to skiing or anything