Oof, MY HEART! This is such an emotional read, I REALLY want it updated like ASAP! Hayato is haunted by guilt for telling people about how his best friend in middle school was in love with him, which led the boy to be bullied and attempt to kill himself. Then in high school when Hayato sees a boy named Souma on the school roof he gets scared and rushes to stop him. He gets to know the quiet, sad, alone Souma and draws him out of his shell more and more. But he's stunned when one day Souma confesses and in a confused, emotional mess gropes and kisses him. Hayato keeps his secret and becomes his biggest supporter, as part of a way to atone for the past. He lets Souma get physical with him partly because he doesn't want to reject him and partly out of confusion of his own feelings. Things are shattered though, when Souma brings home a friend from middle school and it turns out to be the guy that attempted suicide in middle school. Hayato tells Souma about what happened and their relationship goes through some serious drama. The art style to this was very nice and the story is so heartbreaking. I REALLY want more chapters!
Blue Lust