Good Boy Addiction
"hard" dom ritsu x soft virgin sub rui -rui has gone his whole life a virgin sub but it's not good for his health so he signs up for a dating app -he accidentally matches w/ ritsu, who can only get off to hard play -they try to make it work b/c they like each other but even though rui tries his hardest he's scared by hard play and keeps getting dropped -ritsu goes to other services for hard play which makes rui feel even worse -ritsu wants to break up despite rui's desperate attempts to be a good sub for him :'((( (ritsu is totally right though, there's not a good way forward for them and it's only hurting rui) -they happen to reencounter and become fuck buddies w/ no play -except no play is hard on both of them and stresses rui out until he breaks and breaks it off -rui has a chance encounter w/ ritsu's friend taiga, who tells him more about ritsu's "play" (ritsu's not actually a hard dom, but his bad upbringing made him confuse his anger w/ his dynamics) -they make up and communicate well; happy end
Kimi no Ahimoto de Ai wo shiru