shadows's manga / #former lovers(1)

mmm this didnt hurt as bad as i had thought it would but at the same time, ch 4 and 5 had my heart aching at times - i loved that they talked it out in the car, esp that toui was the one to start the convo, when he was the one who was laser focused on one thing and not talking and speaking more thru mmm lust? - it HURT when he gave him back the keys and when he even considered starting new w some other guy - when toui asked tsukushi to come back when he said it would be the last time he'd contact him when he woke up alone aaahhhh - like imagine being so blindsided (sorta) and just not knowing exactly what caused the breakup.... oof - BUT THE HE CAME BACK w the ring on his hand ughhfhghghgh - sometimes the little things rly do just build up to the point of breaking