Kinn's manga / #Sad(9)

this is so sad, omg i can't stop crying (21/20/20)

I cried cuz chapter 8.1

Story takes place in 1990's 24 : someone recognize gusam as the one that drawn in wanted poster 27 : gusam is gone, suchae lefted all alone 48 : they went to sea 49 : they're gone for good 50 : epilogue, they found each other again

read order : 1-2-3-4-6-5-7 chapter 4 and 6 is their fluffy moments i guess this is a story about a young boy who became a prostitute cuz of family's matters this boy have a high class client looking like a salary men but actually an assasin. this man named Itou-san is captivated by Kyousuke, he wants kyousuke to be able live a normal life and do what he wants to do by offering him money. but sadly, kyousuke keep on refusing that offer, he said that this is the works he suited for and he like it. so now, itou is uncontrolable and desperately trying to protect him, but he killed someone and he wasn't supposed to do that. 1 : itou gave kyousuke money but he didn't accept it. kyousuke met a dangerous client and itou came first to kill them, not wanting kyousuke to be hurt even more that he already is. at the end of thechapter, itou said that kyousuke is able to change him, from an emotionless human, to someone who's capable on feeling love. later itou almost be eliminated by the organizations, but... 2 : kyousuke quitting his job. itou came to met him for last time, but kyousuke asked itou to take him, and yes itou took him. later a lot of assasin is trying to kill itou 3 : the man chasing itou and kyousuke is one of theagent wo admired itou. itou told him to tell the boss to stopchasing him and kyousuke, but that man said that the only way to get off from their boss is through death. they both will never find refuge. 4 : FINALLY itou gave in to kyousuke's feelings. at first itou tried to gave all his wealth to kyousuke and planned to go back and be eliminated. but kyousuke is able to lure him, able to convinced him about his love. THEY MAKE LOVE AND PLANNING A BETTER FUTURE ABROAD, OMG I'M SO HAPPY 6 : and extra in between chapter 4 and 5, actually supposed to called chap 4.5 in this extra it shows itou craving for kyousuke's body and love and kyousuke being embarrassed cuz he never take part in any love or romantic related relationship. 5 : they both get ready to set off to a new life but the boss was catching up with them. the boss take itou and erased his memory of kyousuke, the boss also planning to erase kyousuke's memory about itou. kyousuke was begging that he would take responsibility in order to have his memories of happy dream in that endless day about itou to be remained in him, cuz he was the one who made itou became an unobedient agent. later itou woke up and becomes obedient to the boss when the boss told him to finished kyousuke off. but he can't kill kyousuke and ended up killing 2 agents who raped kyousuke. kyousuke was under the control of amphetamine and later itou shoot the boss. the boss being desperately sad and looke unmotivated said to itou to live his life like what he wanted. after that itou take kyousuke in his arms while crying. after 5 years it shows that kyousuke had been able to live a normal life and itou always come to seek for him. but cuz of the drugs, kyousuke lost his memories and doesn't recognuze itou. he only saw itou as a regular in the shop he is working in. after have a drink, its on kyousuke, itou was about to leave but kyousuke asked him for his name. and itou said that his name is Itou :) chapter 7 was another story, one shot, didn't really liked it 5 : they

dang i cried

seme : baek sekwang, a president (ceo), 36 y.o, uke : ha jun, a doctor, 6 : jun telling his ability to see people's lifespan.. 7 : the seme kissing him... (their first kiss) 10 : the pres' way of persuading and engaging is too and YES! THE FIRST SMEXY 12 : jun told sekwang that sekwang's lifespan is the first one that he can't see. also they're kissing in elevator 13 : there's someone in hurry huh

this story is sooo wholesome and so deep..... all the side and special story are so sorrowful I FREAKIN' CRY ((COMPLETED))

i probably would never recover from this thanks author, for such an amazing roller coaster ride i really hope in another life wenxu would suffer in his life ~~~~~~~ uke : he zi shu seme : jiang wen xu ai zi yu : he zi shu's doctor song : jiang wen xu's secretary chen zui : jiang wen xu's cheating partner, 1 : he zhi shu got an illness