Holy fuck. What...I just read the latest chapter and speechless is an understatement. If I was told what they told Eiji, I think I would truly just die as well. Imagine thinking you were your original self, making original choices and then you find out you are not real. You're useless, and your existence does not matter. I didn't think I would say this, but I can definitely agree with no hesitation that out of all the deaths in this manga, all the people who got tortured, and all the victims of LL, Urishima Eiji's death is definitely the worst of all of them. Im shaking, this one really hit hard. This whole manga is just unbelievable. Maybe its because one of my fears is about being nonexistent, but Eiji's face when he realized all of it at once and saw himself literally crumble apart. I might just cry if I think about it more.
Shin'ai naru Boku e Satsui wo komete