TW: ML (Noah) is a male yandere, common TWs apply such as dubc0n/borderline r*pe (explanation below), possessiveness, unhealthy obsessions, manipulation, violence, harrassment (not ML), and etc.
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Warning: CONTAINS SPOILERS FROM THE NOVEL BELOW:
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Not sure how to tag this properly since while Noah (ML) stopped eventually from r*ping MC (Mason), the first one was only bcuz they got interrupted and the next one after that he only stopped after a while (Mason: "I told you to stop...")
I read up until a few sidetracks from the novel, and I must say it's up to the reader's interpretation whether their relationship was toxic or not. For one thing, Noah does things his way, and he's easily upset when things don't go his way. You can say he "forced" Mason into this relationship but it's also true that Mason has developed feelings for him. It's like, Noah does as he pleases without much regards towards Mason, if only a little, but because Mason is too indifferent about it to be bothered, he just lets Noah be. They kinda work that way, but whether its a good thing or a bad thing, idk. There was a part when Noah asked him if he enjoyed the s3x, and he answered first as "I don't know", when in his thoughts he said he didn't like it but only liked it because he's doing it with Noah. There are moments where Noah frustrated me even if I like male yanderes, bcuz he was being too selfish. Particularly how he acted towards Mason's stalker, he got mad at Mason for being reckless in the shoot (this was somewhat acceptable) and also because of how the director was being chummy with Mason and the instance about Mason's stalker. It's not his fault he had a stalker! Partnered with how Mason begged Noah not to do him because he had a shoot (and his leg was still healing), Noah still insisted they do it, knowing full well Mason's current body was weak to seduction. Mason knows Noah was in the fault too, but he instead is the one to apologize. Noah didn't even bothered to ask why or how all the mishaps that day happened. I seriously felt like I was going crazy with these two, but mostly with Noah. Sorry for the rant.
Male yandere rating of 8.5/10, but in case of a "sweet male yandere", or whether he's a "likeable" yandere, he's a bit lacking, he doesn't even know how to communicate properly, and at times I felt like he only thinks about himself (is it just me?) so 6/10.
Btw, this is a small PSA that u shouldn't stop going to ur therapist just cuz u think ur getting better!!! Exhibit A: Noah. He's clearly still unstable w how fast he gets jealous over Mason and blaming Mason for having a lot of people liking him.;;;
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