Nights Before Night
I don’t like how his brother is pseudo “replacing him”.. why does BL always have the weirdest ways of moving on/finding love again? But this is so fucking sad, it hits too close to home. I’m crying sm.. it was really good other than the brother thing though.
Given
[TW: Suicide, child abuse] 02/08/24: Hits so close to home, love the anime! Now I want to read the manga. I’m in the process of collecting all the manga books rn. This is so well written. It’s interesting, beautiful, and relatable. Captivating, phenomenal story telling. Ch21 /51
Bye and Hello, Mom
The mother dies and her daughter reconnects w her mother through a diary.
Flan Wants to Die
[TW: SUICIDAL] not sure why she changed her mind or how that was Marissa.. that wasn’t a doll? Hmm..
500-nen No Itonami
TW: Suicide. /5Ch
Big Brother's Parenting Situation
This is fucking adorable! The art! The bright colorful eyes! Like Jae-in and Yu Nan's, gorgeous! So Jae-In is taking care of the kid of a previous love (unrequited), Ivan, who was killed on Jae-In's Birthday (or they have the same birthday..). Jae-in grew up loving Ivan and felt he was made for him. Yu Nan has been obsessed with Jae-In most likely since he was still a kid. Jae-In and Yu Nan have slept together before Jae-In faked his own death, at the very least after Ivan's wedding and (I think?) funeral, to make Jae-In feel better.. I feel so sad for Jae-In and Yu Nan.. It hurts how much Yu Nan gets taken for granted, used, and ignored.. Especially by Jae-In.. This is actually so sad.. I need more cute family moments! Rona is the best and the cutest!! The only reason I didnt give this 5 stars is because of the translation. Ch26/31
Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai.
Watch anime too! /12Ch
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
04/16/22: It is my birthday soon and I always seem to cry now (from grief) lol. Is the cover of Sanho? Fuckin wild he was hit n run.. For being gay/ having a boyfriend I assume..? Oh, fuck.. it's about Sanho's birthday.. So this is really years after his death?? MC really did kill Sanho's murderer.. I wasnt sure if be dreamed it at first. Also curious what Jeeho did all those years alone.. Matt's birthdays after he killed himself have been so painful. As well as holidays, everything really.. makes me think of how in "No Home" he said he hated everything people usually gush about and said Haejoon would soon understand bc this will be his first year without his mother, whom was the closest person to him.. Ch4/15 (Re-read):
I Hate These Calm Days