Sugar ❀'s manga / #psychological(55)

P: Kim Dohyun, 28, is stuck in an dead-end job and with almost no money to his name. When he suddenly gets kidnapped during the day, it's only the beginning of his confinement by a scar faced man, who seems to have some kind of perplexing motive for keeping him captive. O: So twisted and dark, and rape D: It’s so… hard to digest there’s blood >_<

P: I Thot You Was a Toad [12961]: It's the rich and powerful against humanity and the planet in this story about gods sent to earth to heal, inspire and bring joy to everyone else. Unfortunately, these special "Spec" are targeted for experimentation and corruption, until a very special little boy who is later named "Cheese" meets a local fast-food outlet trash-handler named Shin aind wins love and powerful enemies. Here's a trick: if you ever want to feel like a first class idiot, give a pet or someone you love a name like cheese. That way, whenever you have to call out the name in public, nobody will think you're calling after something other than food. O: Interesting, slightly disturbing, cute

P: "I fell in love with you... But you're the only person who has ever hurt me." Haruki and Hikaru are step-brothers. While the older brother wants to deepen his bond with his new brother, the younger one begins to develop feelings which send them both down a dark and twisted relationship... O: Messed up, twisted, contains rape, dark. Not my cup of tea at all.

P: Cys Buegette learns of the sudden death of his brother he didn't see for 10 years. His only legacy: a disk and a son, Kai. Kai now lives with Cys and every night, comes to his bed. O: Drama, contains spy, a complicated plot, memory loss, nice art.

P: In a city where the law has been rendered non-existent, Yuki and his best friend Tetsu break into the offices of the Seidoukai to steal in a desperate attempt to finance his ailing brother's hospital bills. They ultimately fail but instead spark the interest of the mob's young leader, Kazutaka Hyodo, who offers Yuki a deal he can't refuse: pay him a visit at his office once a week and all hospital bills will be taken care of. Yuki accepts without hesitance and in order to keep his end of the deal, starts paying Hyodo the visits he asked for... O: Slow-moving, contains lots of drama and abuse. But the plot is great. Sometimes confusing

P: Han Soo-bum has nothing to lose. Dying seems to be the solution to all his problems. How hard can it be to kill himself? Unless he gets abducted by a hot guy running from the law who has been falsely accused. O: Although the art is kinda old but still nice, I loved seeing the friendship and development of the characters. It had such an interesting plot, and feels. Omg that dude when he bothered to cut his hair looked so different. Rereading... C7 - how can he casually cut himself omg... It seems like in some panels, there real photos are used as the background - that was pretty interesting! AGHGLJLSDKF the ending was so abrupt and it felt like a lot was skimmed over... I enjoyed this read, but I wish there was more depth to it ha... it feels like there's something missing 5-->4

P: Kyouichi's indecisive character has led him to repeatedly commit the foolish mistake of adultury. One day, Imagase, a college classmate he hasn't seen since graduation, shows up as the private detective hired by his wife to investigate his infidelity. Imagase, however, proposes a deal. He won't tell Kyouichi's wife about his affairs, but, for compensation, he makes an unbelievable demand: "I want your body in exchange..." O: Amazing. So much drama, is realistic, mature and is about a person who is indecisive, which can be irritating. Damn, the seme is so.. manipulative and possessive… I found Imagase cool lol :P Old art, but shouldn’t have let this stop me, the cover + art looks hmm but it’s GOOD! And hot

P: Sequel of Kyuuso Ha Cheese no Yume Omiru. Kyouichi is now divorced from his wife and carrying on a tenuous, homosexual relationship with Imagase. He has even become accustomed to having sex with Imagase every day. However, when Tamaki, a young coworker with a crush on Kyouichi, appears on the scene, it might be the beginning of the end for Kyouichi and Imagase. O: So much drama, feels, tears and angst. Damn it’s complicated as hell. I feel so so bad for Tamaki - she is such a lovely person who unfortunately fell for Kyouichi. Their relationship is seriously push/pull. Imagase is insecure and changes emotions quickly. He lacks self-confidence... Kyouichi is such a pushover. Interesting how it's seke. Ok on my 3rd reread C4 I kinda gained some respect for Kyouichi since he didn't seem to give in to Imagase's whims (in hindsight he's so damn sneaky lol), but literally the next moment =_= whatever ig...

02-08-17 | Nakamura Asumiko | 2008 | completed P: Takezou, wearing rose perfume belonging to his brother's wife, sneaks into Shinobu's bedroom. Invisible to Shinobu, he caresses his brother's body. Shinobu is afraid of Takezou, and discovers he’s definitely related to Takezou. He then commits suicide and leaves a letter to his wife, which is later given to Takezou, and on the last line Shinobu admits that he was in love with Takezou. O: Interesting to see how Shinobu can maintain his stiffness normally but when he blindfolds himself, he lets himself be aroused by Takezou. Btw wtf Shinobu’s son is so girly looking and a weirdo (watching his uncle and dad do ’it’ and even participate the second time..) Messed up, dark and tragedy ending.

P: Sakura Gari is a Taishou Era romantic story, ten years in the making. It centers around the 16 year old Tagami Masataka as he is aiming to find his place in life. While attempting to start prep school as a rounin he encounters Saiki Souma, the son of a distinguished noble of the Saiki Koushyaku family and becomes part of the Saiki household. It seems as though this will be the story of Tagami's life, taking us through both him growing up physically and emotionally. O: Man this was one hell of a tragedy, it’s dramatic, dark, beautiful and complicated. The art is stunning even though this is an oldish manga, and there’s rape. Damn this was super twisted. So many indescribable feelings. Rereading... C2 - HUH what is going on btwn Sakurako and Souma?? I think Sakurako is a guy if I'm not mistaken? Idk but Sakurako is so damn sinister and nasty. C3 - I seriously wonder what is the deal with Sakurako... and yikes I'm not surprised about Souma's dirty laundry being exposed. Bruh why did Souma have to rape Masataka :/ That was painful to watch. He clearly has feelings for Masataka yet he doesn't know how to treat him well at all! C4 - WTF Sakurako?? Bro this is so sad :( It's so depressing seeing Masataka hurt like this C5 - I had a feeling Katsuragi was slowly poisoning the father :/ This is seriously fked up. I had a bad feeling but Souma really does take into heart what Masataka says to him C6 - wtf.. so Katsuragi is a complete sicko too. LOL he's so screwed. C8 - ah my feeling about Sakurako was right... I remember this manga vaguely in random snippets. This chapter was an actual rollercoaster so much shit went down. This is an extremely messed up manga... I'm not completely happy with how things went, but it's whatever I guess... Idk about 5/5, but it still an interesting read. 5-->4