Sugar ❀'s manga / #mature(23)

P: Yajima, prefers older men, but can’t help liking Watabe, a young man. O: Hot~ :3, beautiful art, possessive lover. I quite like the covers. Yajima is possessive, clingy and cute. It’s s&m.. although dunno if Watabe acknowledges he’s kinda sadistic, possessive, clingy and cute. Rereading... f/3 I tried to read this, but I ended up dropping it, there's basically no plot, only "action". I really don't think I like smut at all lol - it's way too much for me. This manga didn't peak my interest 5-->3

P: A story about a masochistic yakuza Yashiro and his impotent ex-cop subordinate Doumeki. O: LOVE IT. MASTERPIECE. DARK. TOUCHING. Has an interesting plot, and really grabs your emotions. Also hot ;3 Sometimes can be confusing, but after re-reading it makes more sense. Re-read, shows that this was a great read, considering I barely re-read manga. Lots of shit is going down.

P: I Thot You Was a Toad [12961]: Nishina, newly divorced, accidentally bumps into the high school lover he cruelly threw away, Miyama, at the café Miyama now runs, and all his longing is rekindled. The question is whether Miyama can ever forgive him. O: Honestly this has been lurking somewhere deep in my mind. I barely remember this story, but after reading this synopsis I remember vaguely. Tbh I don’t know how to feel about this.. I forgot since it wasn’t that significant to me, realistic maybe?

P: Kanae, an Omega transfers into a class full of Alphas, who are like beasts. Ougi, the class president tries to keep the others away whilst fighting the pheromones that Kanae is omitting. Kanae gets raped by a classmate. O: So many feels, it’s heartbreaking. I want more! I tried listening to the BLCD, but I couldn’t really keep up to where it was progressing xD Great manga. Rereading bc of the sus rating C1 - bro.. is he really masturbating whilst listening to his classmates/friends on the phone wtf... x.x I can't believe the rape got cast aside after C1 like wtf... it's completely not brought up again in C2, as if everything is normal?! Nvm the alpha classmates have a meeting, but still... I wish there was more care for Miyauchi's wellbeing. Everyone just wants to get in his pants ffs. And Ougi seems REALLY entitled, as if Kanae already belongs to him :/ BRUH HOW COME THEY CARE SOOO MUCH ABOUT HAYATO, since apparently the suppressants make you dumb, yet they clearly don't give a shit about what Miyauchi had and has to go through!?! All they want is for Miyauchi to be theirs. This srsly makes me so speechlessly angry. Although what Ougi is doing may seem over-the-top, is it THAT hard to ask for??? Ok, I legit have no idea why I rated this a 5/5 at all LOL. This is some really twisted shit. Ougi threatened + raped Hayato back like wtf???? What a shitshow C3 - omg are they really THAT desperate to have Miyauchi?? C4 -AGHSJDFDLJF DID HE REALLY LEAVE MIYAUCHI ALL VULNERABLE LIKE THAT??? AND FK ALL THOSE GUYS BRUH AND YUU. BRUH WHAT KIND OF SHITTY TEXT IS THAT?! Such a lame excuse like "oh ya it's all ur fault" like ???? AND YUU LED THE ALPHAS TO MIYAUCHI JUST SO THAT "Hayato wouldn't have to keep suffering" like what kind of dumb solution is that??? C5 - it pains me to see what Miyauchi went thru. Bro is he crazy?? Miyauchi said he has nothing to fear even if things don't go well with meeting Ougi again because the solution is suicide?!? It frustrates me how Miyauchi keeps blaming himself for things he shouldn't blame himself for!! Glad how it has a happy ending tho. C7 - it's disturbing how they all seem to have had their firsts at such young ages 5-->4

P: Takaba Keisuke is an alpha that hates omegas. He transfers to a new job only to find out that his boss is an omega, who’s really slutty. O: Kinda conflicted.. it is hot but there’s rape and :/ disturbing to read

P: Takaba Akihito is abducted by the powerhouse of the criminal underworld, Asami Ryuichi, who claims both Akihito’s body and soul. Not just for tonight, but forever... O: Quite long, but is hot af. After a while, I started liking Asano. Like damn he’s as hot as the sun~ The art is beautiful. Interesting plot. Rereading... there was a time where I really liked this (2017), but I can't bring myself to reread this... it's cringe, lame plot and full of rape 5-->3

P: KyoZaNa✿ [2337]: The Uke's become picky eating ever since he found out the homemade bento his ex brought him was made by his wife. - Fixing picky eating habit by having sex with Chef! O: Was hot, but the art was hmm… and put me off kinda

P: Kyouichi's indecisive character has led him to repeatedly commit the foolish mistake of adultury. One day, Imagase, a college classmate he hasn't seen since graduation, shows up as the private detective hired by his wife to investigate his infidelity. Imagase, however, proposes a deal. He won't tell Kyouichi's wife about his affairs, but, for compensation, he makes an unbelievable demand: "I want your body in exchange..." O: Amazing. So much drama, is realistic, mature and is about a person who is indecisive, which can be irritating. Damn, the seme is so.. manipulative and possessive… I found Imagase cool lol :P Old art, but shouldn’t have let this stop me, the cover + art looks hmm but it’s GOOD! And hot

P: Sequel of Kyuuso Ha Cheese no Yume Omiru. Kyouichi is now divorced from his wife and carrying on a tenuous, homosexual relationship with Imagase. He has even become accustomed to having sex with Imagase every day. However, when Tamaki, a young coworker with a crush on Kyouichi, appears on the scene, it might be the beginning of the end for Kyouichi and Imagase. O: So much drama, feels, tears and angst. Damn it’s complicated as hell. I feel so so bad for Tamaki - she is such a lovely person who unfortunately fell for Kyouichi. Their relationship is seriously push/pull. Imagase is insecure and changes emotions quickly. He lacks self-confidence... Kyouichi is such a pushover. Interesting how it's seke. Ok on my 3rd reread C4 I kinda gained some respect for Kyouichi since he didn't seem to give in to Imagase's whims (in hindsight he's so damn sneaky lol), but literally the next moment =_= whatever ig...

02-08-17 | Nakamura Asumiko | 2008 | completed P: Takezou, wearing rose perfume belonging to his brother's wife, sneaks into Shinobu's bedroom. Invisible to Shinobu, he caresses his brother's body. Shinobu is afraid of Takezou, and discovers he’s definitely related to Takezou. He then commits suicide and leaves a letter to his wife, which is later given to Takezou, and on the last line Shinobu admits that he was in love with Takezou. O: Interesting to see how Shinobu can maintain his stiffness normally but when he blindfolds himself, he lets himself be aroused by Takezou. Btw wtf Shinobu’s son is so girly looking and a weirdo (watching his uncle and dad do ’it’ and even participate the second time..) Messed up, dark and tragedy ending.