Sugar ❀'s manga / #angst(9)

P: Sequel of Kyuuso Ha Cheese no Yume Omiru. Kyouichi is now divorced from his wife and carrying on a tenuous, homosexual relationship with Imagase. He has even become accustomed to having sex with Imagase every day. However, when Tamaki, a young coworker with a crush on Kyouichi, appears on the scene, it might be the beginning of the end for Kyouichi and Imagase. O: So much drama, feels, tears and angst. Damn it’s complicated as hell. I feel so so bad for Tamaki - she is such a lovely person who unfortunately fell for Kyouichi. Their relationship is seriously push/pull. Imagase is insecure and changes emotions quickly. He lacks self-confidence... Kyouichi is such a pushover. Interesting how it's seke. Ok on my 3rd reread C4 I kinda gained some respect for Kyouichi since he didn't seem to give in to Imagase's whims (in hindsight he's so damn sneaky lol), but literally the next moment =_= whatever ig...

P: Sakura Gari is a Taishou Era romantic story, ten years in the making. It centers around the 16 year old Tagami Masataka as he is aiming to find his place in life. While attempting to start prep school as a rounin he encounters Saiki Souma, the son of a distinguished noble of the Saiki Koushyaku family and becomes part of the Saiki household. It seems as though this will be the story of Tagami's life, taking us through both him growing up physically and emotionally. O: Man this was one hell of a tragedy, it’s dramatic, dark, beautiful and complicated. The art is stunning even though this is an oldish manga, and there’s rape. Damn this was super twisted. So many indescribable feelings. Rereading... C2 - HUH what is going on btwn Sakurako and Souma?? I think Sakurako is a guy if I'm not mistaken? Idk but Sakurako is so damn sinister and nasty. C3 - I seriously wonder what is the deal with Sakurako... and yikes I'm not surprised about Souma's dirty laundry being exposed. Bruh why did Souma have to rape Masataka :/ That was painful to watch. He clearly has feelings for Masataka yet he doesn't know how to treat him well at all! C4 - WTF Sakurako?? Bro this is so sad :( It's so depressing seeing Masataka hurt like this C5 - I had a feeling Katsuragi was slowly poisoning the father :/ This is seriously fked up. I had a bad feeling but Souma really does take into heart what Masataka says to him C6 - wtf.. so Katsuragi is a complete sicko too. LOL he's so screwed. C8 - ah my feeling about Sakurako was right... I remember this manga vaguely in random snippets. This chapter was an actual rollercoaster so much shit went down. This is an extremely messed up manga... I'm not completely happy with how things went, but it's whatever I guess... Idk about 5/5, but it still an interesting read. 5-->4

P: Pairing - Aomine Daiki/Kise Ryouta O: ?

P: Shuji Yashiro went to take pictures on the school rooftop rumored to be haunted by the ghosts of twins. That was where he met his classmate, Roku Ichinose, whom he always considered to be someone belonging to a completely different social world. He couldn’t take his eyes off Roku’s face, and took his picture on impulse. The following day, while he was organizing old photos in the clubroom, Shuji found a shocking photograph. O: ?

P: On a hot summer afernoon, Hayato meets the new transfer student name Souma, who has not been able to adapt to the new environment. Hayato always manages to be in Souma's sight, and thinks he will be able to take care of him. The familiar touch allows Souma to familiarize with the environment, until he's able to smile once more. All the while Hayato tries to fix things from his past. O: This is good.

P: This is a story about Myunghan, who has just entered high school, Sihoo, his childhood friend, Seungchan, who suddenly appears between the two, and the strange triangle that develops between the three of them. O: WOW I had my suspicions... very interesting. Contains a prick called Sungbeom :) C48 - ;-; Siwoo openly said he's still gonna stay with Myunghan but as a friend... that will be painful. I wish he ended up with someone, instead of just third wheeling ;-; It was good, but the ending fell off.

P: Kyouichi's indecisive character has led him to repeatedly commit the foolish mistake of adultury. One day, Imagase, a college classmate he hasn't seen since graduation, shows up as the private detective hired by his wife to investigate his infidelity. Imagase, however, proposes a deal. He won't tell Kyouichi's wife about his affairs, but, for compensation, he makes an unbelievable demand: "I want your body in exchange..." O: Amazing. So much drama, is realistic, mature and is about a person who is indecisive, which can be irritating. Damn, the seme is so.. manipulative and possessive… I found Imagase cool lol :P Old art, but shouldn’t have let this stop me, the cover + art looks hmm but it’s GOOD! And hot

P: Upon his father's death, Akihito Kuze became a viscount at the age of 10. His smart, handsome young butler Tomoyuki Katsuragi has since managed all affairs pertaining to the viscountcy perfectly. The talented and charismatic Katsuragi is very popular in their social circle; but as Akihito grows older, he becomes colder and more distant by the day - though still as faithful to the Kuze household as he has ever been. O: Interesting plot with drama, complicated. It is a bit confusing and slow, it makes me cry a lot... too bad they contradict each other and are both stubborn. They are both very attractive - especially Katsuragi - he never fails at looking fine af. Giving this manga another shot. I don’t even remember why I put this on hold in the first place. Oml C4 is so emotional TT this is heart wrenching. I swear this is so angsty. Every time I read the next chapter the knife in my heart twists even more. C14 tho TT Oml. C15 bruhhh I thought things were going so well…. but that ending though… AHHHH. I somehow feel like this is a tragedy… I am so tempted to buy the hardcopies and blcds for this. It’s sad how there hasn’t been updates since forever, but I don’t regret reading this masterpiece. It’s seriously underrated (not very popular). The only thing that bothered me was how there was some rape.. This is quite plot heavy and the “action” scenes are perfect - very intimate, not obscene and excessively common. It would make me day if there was one day in the morning that Akihito actually woke up before Tomoyuki to see his sleeping face, since it’s always the other way around. AHHH MY WISH HAS BEEN GRANTED TT <3 Link to general summaries of the licensed not uploaded chapters - https://lenievi.tumblr.com/post/146596646437/yna-summaries-index . Nvm they’re on mangago ^^ These summaries are nothing compared to the actual chapters lol.

P: Lonely high school student Youhei doesn’t belong to anywhere, be it his home or his school. That time, he ran into Ryou, a classmate who is also an ace in soccer club. The two were gradually drawn to each other, but… After an accident, their relationship was changed significantly. That was the beginning of a distorted pure love that would last for several years later… O: Felt a bit iffy about this, but I gave it another go. It's not bad, but the art style doesn't sit well w/ me tbh. Yikes ofc that girl was an b :/ Rather than calling it a feel good manga, it kept making me wanna cry tbh... lots angst. Some elements of the story were a bit eh.... but it was an ok read overall