Sakura's manga / #psychological(19)

Waaaaw ! This was intense and complicated. They even tricked me into feeling sorry for the rapist teacher with his side story. This story was as complexe as reality and as messed up I guess.

A very good story with a nice character development and focus on mental issues and how to solve them, how to heal, how to face a parent that doesn't accept one's homosexuality... A strange atmosphere of uneasiness that I couldn't erase until the end, I felt like something bad was around the corner. One of those shounenai you like to rediscover later on.

Not that bad but not that good either. The plot is a little bit all over the place eventhough the overall story is pretty simple ? CIA + FBI involved in shady experiments dealing with people's memories, plus mysterious family members reuniting and digging up a dark past.

I've binge read this all night until almost noon, my eyes are puffed but my soul is replenished ╮(￣▽￣)╭ I struggled for the first 15-20 chapters where I almost drop it because ooooh boy ! were the two main characters for one the epitome of foolishness, naivety and stupidity; and for the other the jerkest jerk ever ! But i'm so happy I stuck with them !!! After that this story has it all: incredible character development, great pace and story, drama, romance the kind you remember fondly and are sure will never happen to you but still (≧∀≦) ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ (づ￣ ³￣)づ, tragedy, suspense, angst (oh so much angst !), comedy worth laughing out loud like a mad person on your own in the dark, tears from the inexistant heart, and heart-stopping confessions and love scenes (a lot !). Oh, I forgot to add the serious psychological issues of one of the main characters which probably leads to the obsessive possesiveness of their relationship but is really nicely portrayed and the creepyness is overseen by sarcasm and laughter, no big deal (=・ω・=) Haaaaa, i'm just glad I was stubborn enough not to drop it before the 20th chapter when the previous ones didn't please me at all, 'cause one should finish what has been started. Goes straight to my list of "beautiful pieces I read" and are re-read worthy !

That was a wild ride... The relionships are twisted beyond repare but so deep. Their interactions seemed all wrong but at the same time everyone involved is aware of the wrong and chooses to keep on, so I feel like I can't judge ? That's why it doesn't feel like it legitimates abuse but portray à side of it where the lines of consent are blured and the dark spiral is endless. Adult men doing unreasonable things to eachother but knowingly... It's so well written ! And it broke my heart. Masterpiece.

Psychotic and obsessive characters. Intriguing plot but still a little blurry at chapter 17. Waiting for more