Qeqe's manga / #Angst(2)

I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THE AMOUNT OF SADNESS AND ANGST THAT THIS STORY HAVE (I’M CURRENTLY STILL BAWLING MY EYES OUT). The amount of characters that died in this story are something that I’m not prepared for. I originally read this cause I thought it’ll funny and wholesome, but I was fooled (big time) . For me, the plot was interesting although there’s some parts where I’m confused (but it could be just me that couldn’t understand, I’m reading this from midnight until 3 in the morning btw). I’ll probably reread this again for the sake of understanding the plot. But, before that, let me just go and mend my broken heart. I’ve got enough sadness and angst for the day.

My heart aches so bad for youhei . At first I didn't really like how ryou kinda guilt trip youhei because of his injury and I cried reading the part when they are already an adult and youhei doing things for ryou because of his guilt. I know ryou's intention of wanting to keep youhei by his side is because youhei didn't have a place to belong anymore, but I believe youhei can speak his mind better if ryou tell him that from the start (also so that he won't dwell more on his guilt and didn't overthink that ryou hate him). All in all, I'm happy it's all resolved and they both already come into terms and are now living happily. Props to the author because the feeling in this one is so intense and it managed to reach those feeling towards the readers, the story is really beautiful and the angst is just nice