shapeless's manga / #Trauma(15)

6(+1) Chapters [ANNOYING SCANLATORS] CW // drugging and gangrape. blood and semen as lube. Shuuichi is Maki's older childhood friend and hero. Maki would do anything for him, but when he walks in on Shuuichi having a get-together with a rough crowd and getting head from his girlfriend... why does it turn him on? And why does he feel so jealous?? Some of the guests notice this and lay their hands on Maki—one restrains him while a girl starts going down on him—and they promise to take his virginity... but this isn't what Maki wants! He struggles and tells them to stop, and Shuuichi comes to his rescue—beating the guy to a pulp and kicking everyone out of his house. Maki goes to apologize for ruining the party, but Shuuichi isn't having it, and doesn't let him leave... Suddenly, Shuuichi is pouncing on Maki and blowing him, promising to overwrite the bad memory, but Maki doesn't know what it is that he wants... When Maki confesses his feelings to Shuuichi, they start dating, and before they know it, a year has passed. But something is bothering Maki... they haven't had sex! In all the time since they've been dating, they've never done anything remotely sexual since that first time. Maki does his best to seduce Shuuichi, but Shuuichi just keeps brushing him off! Maki figures that Shuuichi thinks of him as nothing more than a loyal dog, and nobody would have sex with a dog... Sensing his bad mood, Maki's friend drags him to an event where he hopes to lose his virginity, but the two don't stick together very long, and Maki ends up sitting alone under the stairs thinking about Shuuichi. He's thinking about leaving the event when he's suddenly cornered! Maki recognizes one of them as the guy Shuuichi beat up—the one who held him down while a woman assaulted him—and desperately tries to make his escape, but they guy and his friends keep him trapped and cornered and end up pressuring him into drinking something bad... In the aftermath, Maki wants nothing more than to see Shuuichi, but he's too scared to show his face after being beaten and used so roughly... Besides, there's no way Shuuichi will ever want to have sex with him now that he's been dirtied...

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7(+1) Chapters Kurama is in the closet due to his homophobic father, but fantasies about having sex with men (particularly his kouhai, Kirishima). Through a series of complex interactions, Kirishima ends up forcing himself on Kurama, who is traumatized and leaves school because of it. Kurama is then further assaulted by one of his theatre club members and taken to the hospital, where he's forced to come clean about his sexuality to his father. Three years later, Kurama and Kirishima reencounter eachother and carry on an extremely unhealthy, borderline abusive relationship, which is treated as "normal". It ends with a pseudo happy ending where you're just kind of left to ignore how bad the two main characters are for eachother and how dubious the consent is when they have their goddamn marathon sex. I don't know why all the tags are so positive. This doesn't have any real romance in it. It's just bad and the "adorable" "uwu" "romance" tags make me feel pretty disgusted.

Oneshot

Oneshot Touma(♂) and Rikka(♀) have both always been in love with their childhood friend Aki(♂). Knowing that Aki will never choose him, Touma puts on a brave face when Aki tells him that he's thinking of asking out Rikka during their high school years. The relationship progresses smoothly and Touma watches sadly from the sidelines as Aki and Rikka get married, unable to get over his lifelong love. One night, he suddenly gets a call from Aki informing him that Rikka was killed in an accident, and Touma rushes over to find a distraught Aki totally incapable of taking care of himself. In a desperate move to stop Aki from crying, Touma puts on some of Rikka's old perfume and holds Aki close, telling him that she's still here and that she loves him. The situation quickly spirals out of control, and while Aki is able to get back on his feet, he becomes delusional and stops seeing Touma for who he really is...

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