shapeless's manga / #Self-Hatred(17)

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6(+1) Chapters [ANNOYING SCANLATORS] CW // drugging and gangrape. blood and semen as lube. Shuuichi is Maki's older childhood friend and hero. Maki would do anything for him, but when he walks in on Shuuichi having a get-together with a rough crowd and getting head from his girlfriend... why does it turn him on? And why does he feel so jealous?? Some of the guests notice this and lay their hands on Maki—one restrains him while a girl starts going down on him—and they promise to take his virginity... but this isn't what Maki wants! He struggles and tells them to stop, and Shuuichi comes to his rescue—beating the guy to a pulp and kicking everyone out of his house. Maki goes to apologize for ruining the party, but Shuuichi isn't having it, and doesn't let him leave... Suddenly, Shuuichi is pouncing on Maki and blowing him, promising to overwrite the bad memory, but Maki doesn't know what it is that he wants... When Maki confesses his feelings to Shuuichi, they start dating, and before they know it, a year has passed. But something is bothering Maki... they haven't had sex! In all the time since they've been dating, they've never done anything remotely sexual since that first time. Maki does his best to seduce Shuuichi, but Shuuichi just keeps brushing him off! Maki figures that Shuuichi thinks of him as nothing more than a loyal dog, and nobody would have sex with a dog... Sensing his bad mood, Maki's friend drags him to an event where he hopes to lose his virginity, but the two don't stick together very long, and Maki ends up sitting alone under the stairs thinking about Shuuichi. He's thinking about leaving the event when he's suddenly cornered! Maki recognizes one of them as the guy Shuuichi beat up—the one who held him down while a woman assaulted him—and desperately tries to make his escape, but they guy and his friends keep him trapped and cornered and end up pressuring him into drinking something bad... In the aftermath, Maki wants nothing more than to see Shuuichi, but he's too scared to show his face after being beaten and used so roughly... Besides, there's no way Shuuichi will ever want to have sex with him now that he's been dirtied...

5(+1) Chapters

5(+1) Chapters

9(+1) Chapters ~ Drama / Romance / Yaoi / Psychological 1-3) "Dogeza, Shite Kudasai" — ★★☆☆☆ [EXPLICIT] [censored] [psychological] [drama] [manipulation] [stalking] [kidnapping] [obsessive characters] [possessive characters] [unhealthy relationship] [self-hatred] [blackmail] [underage] [dubious consent] [oral sex] [high schooler] [middle schooler] [age gap] [twisted] Minato is an attractive high school boy who has made a hobby of playing around with girls. But one day, he unexpectedly receives a love confession while working at his part-time job... from a boy in middle school! Minato decides to humour the kid (Futaba) for a while and tells him they can start as friends, until Futaba begins displaying some shocking stalker tendencies and Minato decides he's gone too far and lashes out at Futaba, forcing him to suck his dick to scare him off, but afterwards, Futaba accepts him with gentleness and grace and Minato is overcome by the show of affection and loyalty, since he's never experienced anything like it before. But secretly, Futaba's affections have more sinister implications—he's seeking revenge on Minato for dumping his beloved sister...! A story full of plot-twists and manipulation! 4) "Momoyama-san From The Kitchen" — ★☆☆☆☆ [EXPLICIT] [censored] [rape] [non-con] [kidnapping] [chef] [waiter] [handjobs] [anal fingering] [anal sex] [food porn] [unrequited love] [happy(?) ending] [implied switch] A waiter is in love with a dessert chef at the restaurant where he works, but one day he spots the chef walking home with a girl, so he decides that he can no longer stand by in the shadows. 5) "A Straightforward Distortion" — ★☆☆☆☆ [EXPLICIT] [censored] [high school] [student/student] [classmates] [delinquent/model student] [non-consensual voyeurism] [non-consensual filming] [cult] [indoctrination] [rape] [gangrape] [ritual rape] [anal fingering] [anal sex] [dark] The class' model student reaches out and offers his textbook to the delinquent that sits next to him, not knowing what profound effect it'll have on him. 6) "Graduation Day" — ★★★☆☆ [EXPLICIT] [censored] [high school] [student/former student] [senpai/kouhai] [delinquents] [reencounter] [unrequited love] [non-con] [oral sex] [sad ending] In his last year of high school, a delinquent meets up with his former-senpai and is upset that he's no longer a delinquent and that he speaks so poorly of his past. 7) "A Soft Ego" — ★★★★☆ [EXPLICIT] [censored] [bittersweet] [homophobia] [internalized homophobia] [college/university] [student/student] [senpai/kouhai] [artists] [falling in love] [virgin x2] [anal sex] [breakup] [time skip] [sad ending] A gay university student suddenly gains a fan in the form of a persistent underclassman who desperately wants to become closer to him.

6 Chapters 1-4) Main Story 5) City Boy / Country Boy 6) Extras for both.

6(+2) Chapters Stories about physical therapist/chiropractor/masseuse Minori and his clients. Minori offers relief of stress for muscle aches and pains, and is sure to always send his clients off with a "special service", which always leaves them coming back for more. 1) Yakuza boss 2) Actor 3-6.5) A face from the past...