XShikiJou's manga / #BL(407)

I started with "love suttle" (loving it), then "food chain" really liked it, then started "Hyanghyeon Text" wich i'm liking it and the plot seems interesting... but... I arrived here... why did I did this to myself? I dont think is bad, just the topics where really bad for me, i cried, stressed and mortified the whole time. I forced myself to read, hoping for a happy ending... tbh, almost at the end skipped to see how it was, because i felt so sad...and there is no happy ending... omg, I should'nt had read this, knowing that this types of stories are no good for me... Now I will excuse myself and re-read love shuttle of my happy mangas to be able to sleep without crying.