yearoftherat's manga / #shitty past(15)

Uke was bullied and forced to suck of his classmates *Teacher found out and they were expelled *Held back a year *Doesn't go to class and stays in music room *Seme has injured his arm and can't play baseball, so starts going to music room *Starts hanging out *Brings uke to class and protects him *Seme almost kisses him, agrees to wait until Uke is ready *Confesses to seme that he was raped by one of the bullies *Seme fights with bully *Overwrites him and stays together

Uke moves into orphanage and gets taken cared of by seme *Director starts raping uke - uke snaps and kills him by hitting him in the head *Seme takes the fall and goes to prison *Uke stays at orphanage and waits for seme, whom he's written sooo many letters to in prison *Seme shows up as yakuza *Uke tells him to come at night - that's what he did with the previous yakuza *Seme takes care of uke and they start sleeping together *Uke thinks the real him is dead *Runs away with uke and children *Gets shot by the yakuza that slept with uke before *Wakes up as said yakuza is raping uke and shots him

o break away from his existence as a NEET and staying at home all day, Endou Hiroshi starts work at a convenience store. There he meets an arrogant and rude co-worker, Yamai Kouhei, whom he just can't get along with. However, after seeing a different side of Yamai and getting to know him more, Endou's impression of him starts to change for the better. But, just as things seem to be going fine for Endou and his return to society, his past comes back to trouble him.

Student x Student *Track and field team *Runner *"hate" to love *Past rape trauma (by his coach) in former track-club *Challenged by senpai and starts running again *Other guy in love with trainer *Kinda slow build

Prostitute x Amish person Rumspringa *becomes friends with uke and starts working at same place *Uke is prostituting himself so he can save money and continue with his dancing *Dad dies in vietnam - promised to be dancer *Seme falls in love and they sleep together *Semes cousin catches them having sex & is very mean to uke *Uke goes back home and is almost raped by thugs outside bar - seme rescues him and punches the living shit out of the guy *Uke rejects him and says he doesn't love him *Comes get him as he is about to be baptized and runs off to new york together *Customer at bar is setting up a play and wants uke to audition

Uke becomes semes human blood bank *Has a condition where he has too much blood *Seme becomes healthier and healthier *Starts having hopes and dreams *Uke has a shitty dad whom abused him as young & was kicked out of the new family *Uke comes over to semes place and feels shitty, dad takes his apartment away from him *He goes to his colleague and stays over - they sleep together *Colleague has a girlfriend who looks like uke, whom comes back *Uke tries to commit suicide and seme rescues him *Fights, make up, angst

Straight delinquent x Gay pornstar Delinquent is saved by pornstar - Stars in porno with him, though the video isn't released - Starts working at him company as a cleaner - Sleeping with the pornstar - People in the industry (a uke from a session where seme called out UKES name) get jealous and does bad things to him, like trying to rape him and film it. Seme saves him and they start dating. Seme wants to quit. Boss agrees, but only if uke and seme films one last video and publish it. They do.

Student x Adult *Neighbors *Eats together *Screwed up kid living alone *Believes he has to give thanks with his body *Is raped by a guy who comes over to give him the money his benefactor wants him to receive *Seme tries to help him, want to take care of him and feed him - but doesn't know how much he can interfere *Hears them having sex *Uke finally starts hating it *Realizes what it's like to WANT to have sex, with the person he loved - becomes shy *Goes out for air but never comes back *leaves to study overseas with his benefactor *Tells seme he'll be back - but he doesn't have to wait for him, though he hopes he will *He does - never leaving his place *Ends with ringing doorbell

Gay guy has trauma and is hiding indoors for years *Has only one friend whom comes and helps him and so on *Suicidal *In love with his friend *Friend is gonna move away *Introduces him to another friend who's to live with him *Starts sleeping together *Uke feels shitty *Seme turns out to have been in the same situation - his former lover died in cancer and he isolated himself *Both have tried to commit suicide

SEQUEL TO "KURUI NAKU NO WA BOKU NO BAN" (with different couple in focus) Omega x Beta Omega with hatred for betas gets a beta for boss *Boss is kind & helps him out *Omega was raped by alphas + his best friend (beta) in the past *Needs stronger medication *Company wants to use him as they used Karasuma before (omega in prequel that was used as a sex toy) *Uke thinks seme is in love with karasuma *Confesses and kisses him *Thinks he's rejected and seeks out an alpha that marks him *Becomes pairs *In love but can't be together, uke throws up being touched by someone not his mate *His mate used him to get revenge on seme *They break off pair, even though it probably means uke won't live until old age *Has kids in the end