yearoftherat's manga / #repressing feelings(45)

Straight guy x older gay guy *multiple couples *Housemate *Finds drunk guy on street & brings him home *"angel" *Makes him food *Younger guy wants him *Watches friends sex scene

Student x Student/ Gay uke x Straight seme Thinks he's dating him because he looks like his old girlfriend. He doesn't. Curry *sick *Refuses to believe he loves him *messy room

Seme is a gay fashion designer whom only sleeps with someone one time *Uke is a straight guy who's failed at life and never truly been in love or lived up to his potential *Drunk - seme takes him home *Lets him stay and be his assistant *Uke runs away from his feelings *sleeps together - not only once *Uke almost raped in a creepy as club with people wearing masks - one of the higher ups in fashion *he wants to protect seme so he goes over to masked persons son and takes pictures of him using drugs to blackmail masked creep and so he doesn't have to sleep with him *uke has some problems with accepting being with a guy - seme is so understanding *Goes to see mum

Student x Student Reencounter *Harsh break up *Follows him to university *Becomes friends again *Starts sleeping together *Destined to be unhappy?? doesn't work out as lovers? *Artist student comforts him... in love? Art + *

Stranger x Stranger / Straight x Gay *Hot springs trip with their respective partners *Neglected by his boyfriend *Sleeps with stranger *Stranger has girlfriend *Massage chair *Straight guy is later a customer at his work *Seme pursues uke *Uke has a nasty stalker - starts dating to fool stalker *Lives with seme for 2 weeks - seme confesses and uke runs off *Stalker catches him and almost rapes him *Seme saves him Art + #

Prostitute x Amish person Rumspringa *becomes friends with uke and starts working at same place *Uke is prostituting himself so he can save money and continue with his dancing *Dad dies in vietnam - promised to be dancer *Seme falls in love and they sleep together *Semes cousin catches them having sex & is very mean to uke *Uke goes back home and is almost raped by thugs outside bar - seme rescues him and punches the living shit out of the guy *Uke rejects him and says he doesn't love him *Comes get him as he is about to be baptized and runs off to new york together *Customer at bar is setting up a play and wants uke to audition

Uke becomes semes human blood bank *Has a condition where he has too much blood *Seme becomes healthier and healthier *Starts having hopes and dreams *Uke has a shitty dad whom abused him as young & was kicked out of the new family *Uke comes over to semes place and feels shitty, dad takes his apartment away from him *He goes to his colleague and stays over - they sleep together *Colleague has a girlfriend who looks like uke, whom comes back *Uke tries to commit suicide and seme rescues him *Fights, make up, angst

1-7 + 12 :Reencounter between old friends. Toy makers. Uke was a loner who never smiled in school. Seme always tried to make him, often by making silly things like small toys and so on. They slept together (just hand stuff, and the butt was a failed attempt: seme was to fast and uke bled) and uke thought that he was special to seme - he was in love. But seme got a girlfriend directly afterwards (to put uke at ease) Uke leaves and changes number. Uke can't believe semes feelings. Semes friend takes uke away to an unknown bar and sends picture to seme while snuggling up to uke. Seme goes out of his way to find where they are, proving his love to uke. 8-11: Seme is messy as fuck, but cleans up nicely once in a while in a suit. Uke is his coworkers son, 15 years younger. Uke confesses to seme and seme rejects him. They go out for a meal and uke chases after him persistently. He fell in love while seme was often at their home, fixing his stereo, wearing a suit, being funny. Seme wants a love and finally gives in.

Student x Adult *Neighbors *Eats together *Screwed up kid living alone *Believes he has to give thanks with his body *Is raped by a guy who comes over to give him the money his benefactor wants him to receive *Seme tries to help him, want to take care of him and feed him - but doesn't know how much he can interfere *Hears them having sex *Uke finally starts hating it *Realizes what it's like to WANT to have sex, with the person he loved - becomes shy *Goes out for air but never comes back *leaves to study overseas with his benefactor *Tells seme he'll be back - but he doesn't have to wait for him, though he hopes he will *He does - never leaving his place *Ends with ringing doorbell

*President at school falls for the fat nerd and makes him his secretary *Uke overheard them talking about him being a nuisance and a fat piggy and thought that seme was talking as well *Mean twins *Twins ordered by semes father to erase all info on uke, so he can't find him *Becomes president of ukes company and wants him as a secretary *Loves space - both of them - working on a rover *Seme saved the book uke dropped when he ran away all those years apart *Finally confession and kiss - but mean twins show up and utterly humiliate uke * seme can't take his side because his dad has threatened to get rid of uke *Uke thinks he's just been toying with him again and avoids him *Saves company together