vampirate's manga / #wholesome(15)

!!two consenting adult men!! seo yoonseul is an attractive young man with an office job who begins to have nightmares of the time he brutally rejected a boy (kang jun) who confessed to him because he was already upset. yoonseul reunited with the boy at a cafe near his work, and the nightmares become frequent and harsh. in an attempt to rid the nightmares, yoonseul tries to befriend kang jun while pretending he doesn't remember the past. eventually, yoonseul steps out of line and upsets kang jun, causing jun to be distant and avoid him entirely. the once friendly, blushing jun becomes cold and harsh. yoonseul desperately tries to get on jun's good side again. yoonseul struggles accepting the fact he likes men and his own feelings of insecurity, possessiveness, and self hatred. these feelings are actually pretty accurately portrayed.