Ohh Lord this was heavy as fuck, reminds me of J no subete and I was really scared but I'm so happy that it ended on a happy ending where like they could finally live in what Ren dreams them to be.
Also I just can't with his much they love each other, like from Hajime's perspective to Ren's perspective, they are so inloved, I was fucking moved️
Like it's so rare to see bl's portration of love this Intense, it's so good that I just be admiring it like a diamond.
So fucking tragedic and a roller coaster of emotions, author really blood sweet and tears this one.
And also I love the moment where Ren stops wearing his watch that hides his yknow.. Like for me.. THAT WAS THE SIGN THE HE HAS HEALED. LIke that was it, im happy, I'm proud, I'm happy crying cause I'm so proud of him overcoming that trauma.
Tokyo in April