YOONMIN's manga / #fucked up(4)

#11/01/2025 : Leaves me kind of speechless, it was both expected and unexpected. I thought sangwoo would eventually get arrested and pay for his crimes rotting in prison. But instead we got this, plus something i didn't expect. And THEN and ending with Bum that i didn't expect. I guess in the end, he was completely obsessed with Sangwoo, i don't want to call it stockholm syndrome. Since he initally was in love with sangwoo, but i do gotta say it became over time a case of stockholm syndrome. It took me years to finish this webtoon finally. I started reading it back in 2017, when i was only 15 years old. I was completely disgusted by the situation portrayed in the webtoon early on, so i stopped reading for a while. A LONG WHILE, mind you. I picked the webtoon again in 2020 where i dove deeper into the story, almost reaching the end of the webtoon, but reading all those chapters in a row had left me with a bitter taste. It definitely wasn't a pleasing experience reading those chapters. And now 5 years later, i can finally close this story, and frankly never read it again for god's sake. It's one of those stories that you read once, and never touch ever again. It was so fucked up. And i'm honestly glad in a way it took me so long to finish it. I don't think I would've been able to put up with this much violence and trauma at 15 or 18 years old, honestly. So this is goodbye Bum, Sangwoo, Seungbae. I hope that you will all be happy (sorry not sangwoo you crazy as hell, though i pity you and your fucked up mom).

Honestly, i didn't feel weirded out by the gore scenes and multiple deaths... it was pretty short and i think it was an interesting story considering it was my first horror manga. Aside from the lack of romance (even if let's be honest here, it wouldn't be appropriate), the fact that there was a direct inspiration token from Hitler with the usage of german as code names or just spoken by the members of the Litchi club, was quite surprising. Their leader is pretty fucked up in the head though. The ending reminded me of a movie i watched wherein everyone dies except from the heroine.

11/01/2025 : Actually wild. But in a good way ? I don't know, it was very twisted and made me very shocked at some scenes but somehow, i ended up investing myself a lot in the plot, wanting to know more about why Dawoon was the way he is. His origin story that drove him to this crazy schizophrenic mind of his to say the least. I still am not sure whether Soojin actually had called him a ugly mf or not on that day, though it felt like it was actually true ? I guess we'll never know. I thought Beom was gonna be a two faced dude, which was kinda the vibe the author was going for at some point, but i guess they changed it in the end. I'm just glad she got her happy ending, Dae had such a fucked up background, growing up in such a toxic environement that her mom made me pissed the most with her never-ending blaming on Dae, and favoring her son so much like what the hell is up with her?? I do feel a bit sad about Dawoon, i feel that if he had dared to tell Dae about it, things wouldn't have turned out this way. But i guess him living in a dorm, being isolated from his family didn't help. Man, this just made me feel both sick, uncomfortable and sad. Honestly definitely i recommend it