estar's manga / #Interesting(326)

ch 212 (196 is a repeat of 193) am sad(my heart broke) Yes (!) Rashta was a bad-person/character, that did despicable things. she was scary at times & she was ready to destroy anyone that got in her way. but i can't find it in my heart to hate her (not saying she didn't deserve to get punished). but i can't ignore the life (childhood) she lead, cause of her father & the rest of the people around her. that broke her & feel sad.... maybe if she had even one person that genuinely cared for her, enough to educate her, she might have lead a different life/got a different ending. but then again, maybe she was so broken, no one could/would undo the damage to her psychic ┑(￣Д ￣)┍ still i felt sad for her, cause there was an almost child like innocence to her till the end (& i had a feeling that when she met the MC & wanted to be "sisters" she wasn't being sarcastic, but genuinely looking for someone who would take care of her as a younger sibling/family member). which was affirmed in the last (190) chapter. adding to the hurt in my heart. yeah, the good found happiness & the bad got the comeuppance. but as no one's perfect, it's hard (for me) to just see the character's here in black & white. yes even felt bad for Sovieshu, both he & Rashta were selfish - made poor choices & had to live with the consequence's. as i mentioned in a previous comment i made when i reached chapter 145 "...love that even though there r character's doing not just bad, but evil things - they r all written Very realistically..." so like in life (here) a person/character isn't all bad or all good. especially with how well this was written - can't look at them, as all bad or all good. loved this & i hope there is more - as i need closer about what happens to Rashta's children (btw the guy that is the father wasn't in on the plan so why he end up being sentenced to death? just cause Sovieshu was furious?!?) & other character's that loved..... anyway like i said, hope there's more ╮(￣▽￣)╭

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