Misya's manga / #drama(27)

Read if you dare~ Tis’ the ramblings of a weirdly avid story reader~ Despite how fast paced and not fully fleshed out the characters are, I thoroughly enjoyed reading this story. Ironically, while unsatisfying, I strangely like that the fast pace made everyone get to the point. Personally, the only minor ick for me is that the characters’ presence were so flimsy. There were many characters that I could tell were solely to progress the plot. I would have liked to see more character development. It’s the the honest truth that everyone struggles in life, no matter how trivial one might think. It doesn’t really matter whether you are a criminal or a saint now, everyone has endured some kind of challenge. Now, that is not to excuse any heinous crimes or deplorable behavior. What I’m trying to say is that it’s impossible to always act valiantly or noble. It would have been nice to see some strife in making decisions. Perhaps, instead of Eli accepting Edna right off the bat, the suspicion could have persisted for longer. It’s all fantasy, but I doubt in reality, that love just made him ignore everything.

Rudbeckia, a reincarnated young girl from Korea, suffers in her new life from the same abuse and neglect as in her previous. She hopes by understanding the timeline, Rudbeckia tries to change her future. However, her anxiety, depression, and struggle with bulimia make progression difficult. Personal Opinion/Lengthy️️: I can see how a reader might become annoyed by the FL’s behavior, but I implore you to think about Rudbeckia’s life thus far and attempt to understand. She has endured an arduous life of abuse and poor mental health only to be reincarnated in the same environment. I myself, have struggled with poor mental health since I was in middle school and to feel so low that even getting out of bed is no joke. You feel as though you want to rot because that’s how you feel on the inside, rotten and a piece of disgusting trash. It takes an immense amount of strength and courage to overcome; support is ALWAYS helpful because those people will encourage you to take the first step to becoming better. So if anyone has read this far and you’re struggling, I’m sincerely rooting for you. I know you don’t want to be a burden on others, I get it, and it’s annoying to hear from others saying that you’re not. I wish you could believe me if I said so, but I won’t say that. What I will say, or rather, ask is you take care of yourself, even if it’s just getting a glass of water or going to the bathroom, heck, even stretching in bed, please be well!

I want to shove rocks down Ivy’s throat :)