Misya's manga / #Beautiful Art(29)

️Opinion️ For those saying the FL is dumb, I don’t find myself in agreement. Being the author, Laria knows how the story SHOULD flow, but she doesn’t want to die thus, causing the timeline to deviate from the original. She is using her knowledge to the best of her abilities and there are going to be outsider factors and scenarios that may influence the current timeline, assuming that this world is not a story but reality. Which is why I don’t think she is dumb.

For those who want a clear summary: Florentia Lombardi, the illegitimate child of the Lombardi House, has been kicked out of her home onto the streets. Her life had since been rife and unstable with abuse followed by ceaseless misfortunes. Hit by a carriage, she awakens only to find she is 8 years old again. An opportunity of once in a lifetime and Florentia is determined to take advantage of it. She will reinvent her life, protect the ones she loves, and become the Matriarch of the Lombardi family!

Rudbeckia, a reincarnated young girl from Korea, suffers in her new life from the same abuse and neglect as in her previous. She hopes by understanding the timeline, Rudbeckia tries to change her future. However, her anxiety, depression, and struggle with bulimia make progression difficult. Personal Opinion/Lengthy️️: I can see how a reader might become annoyed by the FL’s behavior, but I implore you to think about Rudbeckia’s life thus far and attempt to understand. She has endured an arduous life of abuse and poor mental health only to be reincarnated in the same environment. I myself, have struggled with poor mental health since I was in middle school and to feel so low that even getting out of bed is no joke. You feel as though you want to rot because that’s how you feel on the inside, rotten and a piece of disgusting trash. It takes an immense amount of strength and courage to overcome; support is ALWAYS helpful because those people will encourage you to take the first step to becoming better. So if anyone has read this far and you’re struggling, I’m sincerely rooting for you. I know you don’t want to be a burden on others, I get it, and it’s annoying to hear from others saying that you’re not. I wish you could believe me if I said so, but I won’t say that. What I will say, or rather, ask is you take care of yourself, even if it’s just getting a glass of water or going to the bathroom, heck, even stretching in bed, please be well!