274's manga / #true love(2)

fl keeps dying after a year of being isekai'd and then "resetting" to a point in her life but then apparently she was brainwashed into thinking she was in a book and this isn't real by the maid she killed O-O. She's kinda crazy bc she's died so many times and is obsessed with changing the world even just a bit from any of her previous timelines so that she can die. All the females throughout generations of the fl's family line all are rlly beautiful and had the same curse as her, which her mother says can be broken through "true love" so she tests her dad and realizes the "extent of his love" and therefore the extent her "true love" has to go to, which doesn't end up being as much as she'd hoped? The ml is the blonde hair dude, but the soggy black-haired man is sus bc he keeps saying the fl is back to being "pure" and tore out that page abt murder? (def not the ml tho) Anyways in this timeline the fl choses to murder but also rizz up and use the ml, who ends up loving her anyways but like the kind of love is weird.

Photographer falls in love with his high school friend, ghosts him for eight years, and meets him "coincidentally" when he accepts a gig.