Moonchaser's manga / #✨(92)

4.3 Continuamente me encuentro pensando en el protagonista de esta historia. Me pregunto si realmente merece todo el hate que siento hacia él y reflexiono sobre los motivos que me hacen sentir molesta con este personaje. He llegado a varias conclusiones y una tiene que ver con el punto de vista desde el cual la historia es narrada. Sólo conozco la versión de Astelle, a través de sus ojos vimos cómo el emperador la abandonó e incluso amenazó en matar a su bebé si ella llegaba a estar embarazada. Reconozco que Astelle pudo haber tomado el dinero que el emperador le dió, pero estando en su lugar, creo que yo también hubiera decidido no tomarlo. Otra conclusión es que lo contrario al amor no es el odio sino la indiferencia, y esto lo vemos ejemplificado en esta historia. Tantos años pasaron y en ningún momento se preguntó cómo estaba Astelle. Su relación no fue una corta, vivieron muchos años juntos y me estás diciendo que no sintió ni un poco de curiosidad...realmente no le importaba. Finalmente, y con una respuesta que me deja tranquila a los sentimientos encontrados que me provoca Kaizen –o como se llame–, es que el sufrimiento no se puede dosificar. Podemos decir que hay historias con MLs peores, pero eso no significa que Astelle sintió menos dolor que las protagonistas de esas otras historias. Kaizen será un buen emperador, un buen amigo, incluso un buen padre, pero como compañero y pareja cometió muchos errores. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// — Comentar desde el celular no fue suficiente, me vine por mi compu para expresarme a full con el teclao y sacar todos mis pensamientos. Afortunadamente encontré un comentario en el forum de spoilers con el que dije: "YASS GIRL!! GRACIAS, no sabía cómo expresarlo". Así que aquí va: "I ONLY READ UNTIL CHAPTER 17 BUT I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE. I CURSED SO MUCH AT THE COMMENT SECTION. I WENT TO SPOILER FORUM TO FIND OUT WHOS THE ML AND MY MENTAL HEALTH GOT WORSE INSTEAD. THAT MOTHERFUCKER IS THE ML AFTER ALL!!!? I HAD A SLIGHT HOPE THAT HE WAS NOT SINCE HES NOT ON THE NOVEL COVER BUT DAMN MY HOPE IS IN VAIN. MOREOVER, I CANT BELIEVE THERE STILL EXIST PEOPLE DEFENDING HIM IN THIS FORUM. WHAT DID YALL SEE IN HIM? HES A COMPLETE ASSHOLE WITH CRUMBS! HE TREATED HER HARSHLY. HE NEVER OPENED UP TO HER EVEN THOUGH SHE WAS ALWAYS BY HUS SIDE BECAUSE OF HIS SO CALLED FUCKING MISUNDERSTANDING. HE ONLY LOOKED FOR HER AFTER 5 YEARS BECAUSE OF THE FUCKING WILL LEFT BY THE EMPRESS DOWAGER,NOT BECAUSE HE MISSED HER OR ANYTHING. THE REASON WHY HE FELL IN LOVE,NO, GOT INTERESTED IN HER AFTER SEEING HER AGAIN WAS BECAUSE SHE WAS NOT ACTING LIKE A MEEK TIMID DOLL ANYMORE SO THIS MOTHERFUCKER WENT LIKE " OH SHES SO BOLD NOW HOW AMUSING ". SINCE THEN, HE FORCED HER TO DO ACCORDING TO HIS WISHES. THE FIRST DINNER IS ONE OF THE EXAMPLES.SHE COULD NOT REFUSE . AS A MATTER OF A FACT,SHE TRIED TO BUT HE COULD NOT HANDLE THE REJECTIONS SO HE PRESSURE HER UNTIL SHE CONCEDED. HE EVEN LOCKED HER UP AND SURROUNDED HER WITH HIS MEN AS 'GUARDS' .WHAT A SHITTY EGOISTIC ANIMAL. PEOPLE SAY ' EVERYBODY MAKE MISTAKES ' BUT THIS MF IS TOO MUCH TO JUST LET OFF LIKE ' OH BUT HE ALREADY REGRETTED EVERYTHING. HE LOVE HER NOW '. HELLOOOO???? NO!! THAT SHIT DOES NOT WORK HERE. HES A COMPLETE SCUMBAG ROTTEN DIPSHIT. IM STILL SHOCKED THAT THE AUTHOR REDEEMED HIM AFTER EEEEEVERYTHING HE DID". Y continúa: "I had a really high expectations on this story because in the early chapters, Astelle was so good at concealing her hearts and rejecting all kind of approachs that motherfucker tried. But then this piece of sheet seems to not able to handle rejection so he started to manipulate her to make sure she staying within his grasp, he even went as far as locking her up. What a complete shitty piece of dirt. She couldn't do much since that dogshit is the emperor and she has to obey him or else , get punished". — Voy a seguir leyéndolo porque Astelle, Theo y el abuelo me caen bien y porque este tipo de novela son placer culposo. Pero pero pero, Kaizen es uno de los ML que más gordo me ha caído. Me siento molesta y no sé cómo explicar el por qué de mi resentimiento hacia él. Voy a tomar las palabras de otro comentario: "For me, this ML is just too annoying and doesn't work, he completely lacks empathy to understand maybe the MC didn't have a perfect life and she worked hard to be recognized as the best, but he has no appreciation of any of her struggles. He's also so arrogant and self-center that he is upset that he had to accept an arranged marriage like it was an insult to him like he's the first person ever to suffer this injustice. I really hate that even though he has all these flaws, he's a perfect emperor who can clean the nobles and is surrounded by loyal servants who chose to follow him". /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// — Uno de los spoilers cuenta que el Duque secuestra a Theo y que es después de este evento que Astelle "decide" casarse con Kaizen, para salvaguardar la seguridad de su hijo. Theo es el único hijo del emperador, las condiciones están puestas para que crezca en el palacio y Astelle, que tanto lo ama, se queda a su lado. No es justo que tenga que casarse con Kaizen, él no le deja otra opción. Si ese pinche bato tuviera conciencia y su arrepentimiento ganara sobre sus deseos egoístas, Astelle podría haberse quedado al lado de Theo sin tener que casarse con él, LIBRE. — Ese secretario de cabello rojo es sexy y peligroso. Me encanta cómo lo dibujan cuando está siendo hostil, no es de mis personas favoritas. — Otro comentario con el que concurro: "But really, if the novel succesfully made our blood boil with anger at the ML, then i gotta be honest here, the author's a really great writer. AND, it's fun ranting about the ML". — Con tanto desprecio hacia Kaizen olvidé hablar sobre Astelle. Ella es una mujer valiente y protectora, inteligente y noble, alguien a quién respetar, que pone límites. Su racionalidad y temperamento gana a los impulsos que puedan ser provocados por sus sentimientos, sobre todo los relacionados con el bato bastardo.

Yo le pongo 5 estrellas porque dentro de los isekais es diferente. Osea, es que me he leído un chingo y éste destaca.

#Obsession #Possessive #Rape #Gaslighting #Manipulation #Tragedy [Taken from an user:] Firstly, just got to say that Biryu looks fucking gorgeou! Like damn! Yes, it is a tragedy, but after reading the last chapter, I now feel accepting of the conclusion. One must remember that Mujin is no longer home as his body has been taken over by Sura. This entity is not human but a god. So, we can't judge him from a human perspective. As to Choa, by accepting his fate and stop fighting it, I believe he will live well as Sura's lover. (Not that he can escape anyways.) I certainly wanted a typical happy ending, but somehow, I'm satisfied with this within the context of this story. My favourite quotes from the last chapter beautifully composed... "No matter how much we try to fight and deny where we are headed, only to pay dearly for such vain attempts..." "It's destiny that places us at a fork in the road...and it's destiny that leads us to walk the path we think we choose..." "We must all make choices...but no matter what we choose, all shall eventually fall back into the one, destined path..."

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