miseryxcompany's manga / #⭐⭐⭐⭐(15)

When I Close My Eyes, My Heart Beats

Complete | Cho sangduck,Cho sang-deok | 2019 released

Koi wo Suru Tsumori wa Nakatta

Complete | SUZUMARU Minta | 2019 released

I was an utter fool to not like this title the first time I read it, I should honestly just keel over and die this is adorable. I initially had difficulty with seeing Rou as a person, he didn't feel like he had equal presence in the narrative and came accross as an adjuct to Yoshino. I don't know what the fuck I was talking about, might be because I read this when I was high. I maintain that I would've liked more panel time alloted to exploring Rou's rocky relationship with his partners and tendency to lead people on, but it doesn't actively detract from the story that it isn't given too much attention past what's neccessary to tie off any loose ends. I am told that there is a sequel to this, though.

Nineteen Over

Complete | cheongdam | 2019 released

Who do they have translating this man, there’s no way this is the official release. If you can look past the poor translation quality, Nineteen Over is… surprisingly cute, with smooth pacing and seamless transitions into its flashback sequences. I would’ve preferred more time spent on Henry’s sadistic treatment of Noah when he was young but that’s a personal nitpick. Despite his attempts to come off as mean and domineering, I enjoyed that Henry was likened to a child throwing a tantrum. He has this deep rooted obsession with Noah that manifests as a need to control him, and seeing Noah endure pain in his stead solidified the idea that Noah belonged to him in his mind. He forces himself on Noah, which itself is an act that exercises extreme control and objectification over another, but can’t even properly veil his childish motives— “Why did you leave me?” “I told you not to leave me”— ultimately he’s upset that the illusion of Noah being his property was broken, and Noah could see right through him. You can really sense that they’re equally obsessed with each other and it’s so cute how Henry reverts to his more vulnerable, childish self and allows himself to be scolded by Noah.

Your Highness, Have you received your daily fill today?

Complete | E-dang , 이당 | 2000 released

I didn't expect to find this as funny as I did. Weird way to end though.

Shishi no Odoriko

Complete | YANASE Seno | 2021 released

Cute. Was expecting angst since Yoru was a sex worker but it really is just straight fluff. Though I don’t like that Yoru still shoulders some of the blame for deceiving his fans in the end when it wasn’t even his idea. Tagged Dubcon because Yoru was bought a Danshou. When trying to coax an honest reaction out of him, the Hybrid arguably forces himself on Yoru.

Tonde Hiniiru Yarimokunonke

Complete | ECHO,Echo Jiro | 2000 released

He’s so, so stupid. I’d take advantage of him too.

Brother In Law Assault

Complete | Akino mori | 2019 released

There’s no point to this other than being gross. You just kind of sit there and physically recoil as this four day unshowered hikkikormori fudanshi neet rapes his brother in law, clearly getting off on having him swallow the dick cheese out of his foreskin like it’s a slurpee, and it’s almost impossible to not imagine the acidic smell of sweat and dried out cum while he rubs his dick all over the guys face and fucks him with it. Though that I was into it probably says more about me than anything.