Kana's manga / #webtoon(1)

I read up to chapter 26. I was curious enough with the plot, hoping this will be a good read. I was disappointed. 1. The seme is a goddamn rapist. Again, BL love these asshole types of tops for some reason, and I don't know why. Lima is an awful guy. A so-called tortured soul who uses his hard life as an excuse to hurt someone. He's angry at the world, then he'll act nice to someone once he liked the attention given to him. He's an asshole and I don't like him. 2. The MC/Bottom is goddamn weak. He doesn't fight for himself. He let others hurt him and rape him , all for some attention pittance. He doesn't do anything but let himself get raped, and now he's in a Stockholm relationship with his rapist, and even start to like the seme / top's company. Disgusting. He's an adult, so why he's too weak to think for himself. Too bad the premise and the world building is decent enough. I thought it'll be a good zombie flick with gays in it. I am disappointed. Anyway will continue reading until I'm too fed up to even bother.