HoneyKitty's manga / #REVISIT(269)

It was going so well but the end was rushed. I wanted to see more of them in an actual loving relationship. We didn’t get to see them lovey-dovey! I wanted to see Uke enjoying loving sex. It took too long for them to get back together or for Seme to realize that he loves Uke. They are such good characters design. Uke is stubborn but kind and Seme is the cold stoic kind but kind as well. We didn’t get to see the trial or conflict with grandpa anymore either. Uke sees an up and coming Actor. He hasn’t gotten good offers yet and he lives in a poor neighborhood with his brother, father and grandma. Uke gets a call That he could be sponsored by the CEO of a big and popular company. He refused because he doesn’t want to sell his body to make it big. Uke tells his family about it and they get happy thinking they will be living better now. He calls them crazy for suggesting he do it but they see nothing wrong. His dad gambles and has loan sharks after him. Uke accepts the offer and goes to meet CEO. Uke realizes CEO is a man. Seme asked him if he has been with a man and tells him he needs to be his pretend affectionate boyfriend. Uke tells him he has (he hasn't had sex but had to give blowjobs to loan shark guy) and accepts. They go out to dinner. Everyone sees. Seme tells him to stop acting stiff. The chairman/grandpa tells Seme to stop with the fling because he has plans for him. Chairman doesn’t believe Seme is with a man. Uke gets a role in a series finally. Uke and Seme meet and Uke thanks him and Seme tells him he better do good because is reputation is on that too. Seme kisses Uke because he knows he is being watch by chairman now. Uke is still stiff so Seme statesthey need to get their bodies in sync. They fail to have sex because Uke started to cry in pain. Seme is not interested in forcing him. Even though Seme is not interested in man or sex, Seme wants them to know and see them having sex. Lol. Uke gets taken by Seme to buy new clothes because Seme states it wouldn’t be right for Uke to look like a bum when he has a rich boyfriend. Seme states it’s a shopping date. Lol. Uke gets presents for his family too. They talk about how Uke wants to pay his dad’s debt. Seme drops him off but then changes his mind and takes him to a hotel to have sex. Uke asked why he choose him and Seme states he was the most attractive. Lol. Loan Shark see Uke will be in new tv drama so he lets the dad borrow more money. Shark tells Uke if he sucks his cock he can let the interest slide one mouth. Uke is angry at his dad for gambling again. Uke wants to ask Seme for more money but he can’t and ends up just having sex with him, the next morning he sees a modeling contract for the exact among of money he needed. Uke and Blondie co-star aren’t getting along and The Director is giving Uke a hard time. At an even, Blondie sees Uke and Seme together. He now know who the Spencer’s is and ends up recording and over hearing them having sex. He gets hard. Seme gets wind of Uke not being treated well by Director so he goes to the set and somewhat warns the director about rumors of him spreading. Uke sees Seme doing all these nice things for him and he’s starting to feel like a real boyfriend. Uke goes on a date with Seme and while heading back home he gets drag to an alley and half raped by Shark (he stoped putting it in because he heard a voice). He left marks all over Uke’s body. On the weekend, Uke and Seme take a drive to the beach, in Seme’s mother’s town. She past away when he was young. They eat, go for a walk at the beach and go to Seme mother’s old home. They while watching tv Uke asked to kisses Seme. They begin to get it on when Seme notice the marks on Uke’s body. Uke want to explain but can’t because of his pride. Seme asumes that he’s been fucking other men behind his back. They have rough sex. Uke tells him he hasn’t had sex with anyone else and Seme is upset and tells him he should have explained himself in the beginning. An article is written about Uke’s brother being a bully and Uke was a bullly too (Brother beat up kids that where calling Uke a whore). Seme takes care of it and warns his grandpa not to do it again. Seme hasn’t contact Uke so he is starting to believe they are over. At the wrap up party for the tv drama, Uke goes out for a breather and Blondie follows, Uke tells him why he has a problem with him, if he wants to fuck him. Lol. Seme gets there and tells Blondie to leave essentially. Lol. Seme gives Uke flowers and congratulates him for the tv drama. Uke get disappointed when he sees Seme’s flowers being given to someone else and ignoring him. Uke gets drunk and passes out.nhe wakes up thinking it’s manager but it Seme taking up to bed. Uke asked for Seme to stay. During sex, Uke tells him he was disappointed that Is why he got drunk. Seme states he seems like he has feeling for him, to which Uke reply what if he does. Seme states that is not going to change the status of their relationship.Uke states he knows. Seme tells Uke that his father used to be a driver for the company, the company went by a different name, it changed when his father got remarried. His father was there when his mother died. Seme also picked Uke because he needs him to do get a USB that should be in Uke’s place. (Seme actual meet Uke when Uke was 7. Seme believes that his mother got killed so his father could remarry. Seme feels guilty because he wanted the life he was living and still be with his mother so he asked her not to get divorced. When his mother died, everyone involved died as well. He knew Uke’s father got a good severance pay and he thought Uke was well off until Seme one day when Uke was in high school he almost ran Uke over with his car. (Uke was trying to run away from Loan Shark). Uke was taken to the hospital were they told him Uke has bruises from physical abuse. Seme knows his grandpa doesn’t know they are still a live.) Blondie visits Shark to name a price to get rid of Uke. He gives him the recording but Shark tells him that is not enough evidence. They need to do something else. Uke sees Seme in a meeting with a women at a restaurant. Uke asked Seme while he still is looking for the USB to have feelings for him. Seme states he doesn’t understand. That Seme already stated to not ask for more even if he knows he likes him. Uke starts to cry. Seme takes him to his place. Uke states he is fine now to leave and Seme tells him that he does like and cares for Uke but he wishes Uke can tell him exactly what he wants. They have sex. Uke wants to repay Seme’s kindness by finding the USB for him. Uke can’t find it anywhere in the house so he asked his Dad. Dad gets angry and denies it but later that night he goes and unbury the USB. Uke takes it away and know he has it. Uke wants to give it to Seme after Christmas because he still wants to see him (he believes they will break up afterwards). Seme’s Secretary tells Seme that he doesn’t need to accept Uke’s request all the time. Seme tells him thanks for the concern but to stay out of it and not to tell him again. Uke calles Secretary to ask about a present for Seme and Secretary tells him that Seme is kind but he needs to stay in his lane not to cross the line. Uke buys Seme a watch. They go on their Christmas date. Secretary goes to talk to Uke’s dad. He gets into an accident. Seme goes to see him and he tells Seme that he spoke to Uke’s dad and he already has the USB for a while now. Seme is angry. Seme meets with Uke and tells him if he really thought he would fall for him in another week or so, to not bet on it, and that he Uke was well aware that they would put an end to the show. Uke states he will hold on to the USB for now because without it, he’ll become nothing to Seme. Uke leaves and starts to cry because of the realization that after everything they’ve been through, Uke couldn’t make Seme his. He finally goes to a club private party Blondie keeps inviting him to (Blondie and Shark plan to get him drugged and rape him on camera). Uke gets spiked and just when they were going to rape him he kicks Blondie and smashing a bottle to the other guy. Uke can’t run far and then Seme gets there (Uke’s Manager contacts Seme telling him Uke is missing). Tells the guy to fuck off and takes Uke with him. Seme is mad and asked him if he was trying to get a new Sugar daddy. Seme states he will give Uke what he wants and starts having sex with him. Uke cries and bits him telling him that he is confusing him. Seme states that having sex with Uke means nothing. The next night, Uke goes home. Father is drunk and asking him if he has the USB (father has a fake one in his hands) Uke is feed up and starts telling off his dad. Dad slaps him and Uke leaves to go give the real USB to Seme. Uke dad goes to the grandpa to sell him the fake USB and grandpa gives him the money but then tells his people to kill him, he doesn’t believe him. Dad gets hit by a truck and dies. In the mean time, Uke gives Seme USB. Seme apologize for his behavior. Uke wants to hear Seme tell him at least once that he likes him. Seme asked, even though He knows it’s a lie? Uke states he should have given up a long time a go and thanks him for everything he has done, he won’t contact him anymore. The funeral for the dad comes around. Shark goes and tells Uke his dad as debt with him again. Uke states he can take the donation money because he isn’t paying. Uke gets beat up. Seme arrives just has Shark is leaving. Uke states he doesn’t need help. They go outside to talk. Seme believes his his fault but Uke states everything was his choice and that he doesn’t want to see him right now and leaves. Seme gives his number to Uke’s brother telling him he manages Uke and to contact him if it anything evolving Uke. Shark ‘Company’ Gets shaken and bloody by other crazy people working for Seme. Seme gets there and tells Shark to rip the name of Uke’s dad of the books. Uke is overworking, not sleeping enough (he goes to visit Granma at the hospital now), and doesn’t eat well. He faints and brother calls Seme. Seme brings doctor. Uke get a contract that he will be an exclusive model for Seme’s company. Uke tells Seme not to do that to leave him alone and not to have pity. Seme is also confused why he is doing all this for Uke. Blondie tell Uke that their is a vid of the attempted rape and the person wants money. Uke tells him to figure it out himself. Uke ends up meeting at the place where the guy tells him to to get the money. Uke gets hit and dragged to a warehouse. Turns out it was Shark. Shark tells Seme to bring 1 million if he wants Uke back. Seme is with the lawyer/detective, post pones the trial, and leaves to go get Uke. (The USB had info on fraudulent things the company was doing and a recording of the mother being threatened with death). Seme gets there to Shark ejaculating on Uke’s face. Shark states Uke’s ass must be good for that type of money. He states he trained Uke to use his mouth well that Seme should enjoy it. Seme goes mad and beats Shark up (Seme gets a cut on his face and bloody knuckles). Uke gets taken to hospital. Uke asked why didn’t Seme just gave him money and told him to look for the USB. Seme tells Uke that every time he tried to investigate they got killed. So he got relieved when he found out that Uke was an Actor. Seme was confident that he can make him a big star that nobody can touch not even his grandfather. Uke thanks him for telling him but also states he shouldn’t have came and that he will pay the money back. Seme tells him it’s not Uke’s responsibility that he choose that. Uke states he doesn’t want to be indebted anymore to Seme and leaves the hospital. Uke is emotional because he doesn’t understand why Seme is acting that way after all this time. Uke gives giving money to Seme and Seme keeps returning it. Uke goes to see Seme and asked him why. Seme tells him again it’s not is responsibility to pay the money back, to not push his luck, and can Uke even afford it. Uke states he wants to cut all ties with him. Seme states to give him that money he will exhaust himself working and collapse because that’s all he can do. Uke states he can sell himself for the right price and that he should estimate the price. They have sex. Uke feels embarrassed and tells Seme to forget what just happen. Seme tells Uke that he will call the debt repaid if he meets him to talk 3 more times, to please give him a chance to apologize for how rude he has been. Uke states he will think about it. Seme gets to see the attempted rape vid and he feels ashamed how he acted towards Uke that day, that he was no better then those guys. On the side side, Seme tells his men to find Shark and let him know not to come around them again (Shark gets killed by his men). Seme sets up a plan to lure Uke to eat with him. Uke states he hasn’t accept yet but Seme tells him he just wanted to see Uke. Uke Brother got a scholarship from Seme’s company and their grandma got moved to a better location in the hospital. Uke also received the painting he liked and a note stating that he can go back to his previous place there are still stuff of Uke’s there. Uke and Seme meet. Uke thanks Seme for what he has done. Uke see a poster of a play he wanted to go see but it’s ending already. The next time they meet, Seme sets up a way to see the play in private. Uke thanks him and invites him to eat. Uke is flying for a photo shoot and sees on tv a scandal that Seme is dating the prosecutor that is leading the investigation and show a pic of them. Uke knows he can’t say anything because Seme has never stated he wants a relationship with Uke but it also the rumor bugs him. Seme goes to where Uke is. They take a walk and Seme explains that he isn’t dating her and that he realizes he wants to do more things for Uke and make him happy not out of guilt but because he wants to. Uke tells him how he can come up with that conclusion when not long ago he was begging to be liked by him. Uke tells him he can’t make him happy so they should part ways and think of their time together as good memories. 6 months pass, Uke acting career is going well and Seme’s trial is over and is now the Vice President of the Company. Uke ends up wining an award. Seme is there to see him accept it. Uke ends up getting into a 5 car accident. Seme freaks out and goes to we’re the crash site is to find Uke. Uke just hit his forehead but is fine. Seme hugs him and tells him he thought he will never see him again not even on tv. Seme states he can’t let go of him anymore. They go back to Seme’s place to dry up. Uke wants to leave and then starts to cry in frustration that he likes Seme and just when he thinks he is moving on Seme appears again. Seme tells Uke that it’s all his fault because he realizes he liked Uke too late. Uke tells him to repeat it again that he likes him. A month pass, Uke Is raping up a scene at the beach. Seme and Uke take a walk and Seme kisses Uke in the cheek. It seems like they stared over again. Side episode: AU of a tale that a human is sacrifice to the dragon god in order to get rain. But the dragon falls for the human and marries them. Uke is the new sacrifice. Seme saves him. They have sex. Uke goes back to village to tell them they will have rain but they want to sacrifice him again because they think the ritual hasn’t been completed. Seme saves him kills off the ones who try to kill Uke and takes him as his wife. CEO of big company️ Vice President (32) X Actor (24) Loan Shark (34)

1.5 not what I was expecting! I didn’t like any of the characters much. Lol. Uke was a slut because his first love, the Cousin treated him like shit and only wanted sex. Seme is a sensitive person who has abandonment issues. They are both not bad people but their mental state needed some work. Lol. Like their dynamic around episode 50 and on when they start dating. Omg. Episode 72 and on, from being sweet to being paranoid and entrapping Uke. The ending was sad. Seme’s family left and started a whole new family with twins with out him. Why did we need the side story to be about the fucked up Seme’s Cousin. Like he never felt bad for what he did to other people or even Uke most of all. Even after getting raped and such. It’s crazy that the BFF started to feel bad for him after everything he knows he did to Uke. Like what??? Omg. I want him to apologize. Uke and Seme know each other since Uke was in high school and Seme was in elementary school. They lived at the same place because when Uke’s dad died, Seme’s grandma gave them a hand. She loves Uke. Seme has a Cousin that Uke was having a romantic relationship with. Seme liked Uke but decided to do way with his emotions and keep living his life. Seme is the black sheep of the family. His grandma has been taking care of him since little because his parents left him there because the grandmother didn’t like the mother so chased her off and the dad left after her leaving Seme behind. Grandma hates Seme and thinks of him as a problem child. Uke and Cousin end it up breaking up because Uke loved him while Cousin didn’t really love Uke he just wanted to have fun. (He would often join gang bangs and let other people fuck Uke and he would cheat on Uke). Because of him, Uke suffered a lot of Trauma and his BFF saw all of this. Yrs later, Uke and Seme get reunited. He works for Seme has his Secretary in the company that the grandma owns. Seme was going to ignore his feelings for Uke still until they run into a gay bar (which BFF owns). Knowing he has an opportunity now, he goes after Uke. Uke didn’t think he was gay either but he his really attracted to his body and face so he accepts being sex friends. (Uke doesn’t want relationship, he is a slut now) After some time Seme tells Uke to trust him and to be in a relationship with him Uke accepts. Cousin finds out they are together and tries to get Uke back. Seme goes paranoid and hides and entrapped Uke from the world. Cousin ends up finding him and beating him up. The cops arrive and take Cousin away. Uke tells Seme he won’t leave him. Seme with the help of coworkers end up bringing Cousin down. (He went to jail because he was in charity fraud and enbeselment scandal. Seme ends up taking over his position at the company. Lol) After all the lies and entrapment Seme did to keep him away from everything, Uke knows that’s not normal and he feels sad so they take a break. After some time they get back together and state they need to communicate better. They love each other. Uke tells Seme he should go visit his family so they go on a trip just to find out that the family had twin children and are living a happy life with out Seme. They tell Seme that they thought that the grandma was taking good care of him. Uke feels bad for Seme and Seme tells him he only needs Uke by his side to be happy. Side story is about BFF and Cousin. BFF accidentally finds Cousin in a hotel room. Cousin thinks he his the fuck boy. BFF remember him so he drugs him with Cousin’s drugs and rapes him with dildos. Cousin pride is hurt so he buys the building the bar is in to take him out. BFF goes to him and tells him he will help him get off since he’s the only once who knows he takes it up the butt now. Lol. They have sex. A friend of Cousin finds out. He drugs him with chloroform and takes him to a crazy gang bang where he gets raped. Cousin now has a bit of PTSD from it. BFF sees this feels sorry for him but Cousin still wants sex from him or else he will destroy his family and Uke. BFF gets angry but he gives him what he wants. Seme finds out about the family and bar situation and tells him he will help him out. BFF doesn’t want to see Cousin anymore but he tells him he likes him gets mad and pushes him in to a wall where he hits his head. BFF goes to the hospital. The grandma is feed up with Cousin but still loves him so she will send him to the overseas branch. He goes to visit BFF at the hospital. He tells him to go with him. He says no. BFF tells him he needs to change is personality for the better for his future partner but Cousin tells him he can change for him and proceeds to have sex with him. Cousin tells him to love him but once again he denies him. Before Cousin leaves, he finds BFF scarf and wants to give it back. He sees BFF with another guy who has been pursuing him. BFF sees Cousin and kisses the guy and walks away holding hands. BFF believes that’s the best path to take. Cousin doesn’t think so. He states he will never get away from him because he Will never let him go and that he will be back. The end. Director (30) X Secretary (32) BFF Bar Owner (34) Seme’s Cousin Executive Director (32)

Chapter 12 was added. Wanted to see a bit more of side couple too. Stalker X Office Worker

There is volume 2 coming out 4.5 Wish there was more! I like how the Seme is intense when having sex despite how stern he appears. Lol At the end they said they came up with a safe word a little later. Lol He also always cleans up the uke. So cute. The Seme is a workaholic and conservative person. Uke works under him and admires the Seme for his work ethics. Seme gets posses by incubus. He needs sex for magic and to live. Uke offers to help. Uke finds out that he is in love with Seme. Because of misunderstanding, he thinks Seme doesn’t really want to have sex with a man but has to because he’s the only one that can help. In reality, Seme cares about uke and fell in love too. With the help of the incubus they clear out the misunderstanding. They get together! I think it’s funny how the Seme became more jealous and possessive towards the end. Seme said uke is younger then himself. Chief X Office Worker