Aporia
4.5 I like how most of the story is about their relationship developing in their everyday life. Slow burn and intelligent perspective of love and trust. Seme is a smooth talker, fancy yet soft and Uke is shy but cute. Uke seems like the moody type but he’s actually nice and considerate of others. Seme and Uke are so cute as a couple. They are mature and calm overall. Seme is obsessed with Uke and Uke loves how Seme makes him feel. Seme loves to touch Uke all the time and Uke just accepts the gesture( like hugging him from behind or caressing his face). Second couple. Seme’s brother Blacky had an attitude but calm. Lol. He is stern and structure. Pinky is independent and reliable and pushes himself hard to make everything happy (High standers for himself) but it’s constantly lying to himself about what he actually wants and deserves. Blacky fell in love with Pinky and wants the relationship to work out. Pinky is letting himself be happy with Blacky. (Pinky likes forcefulness and Blanky obliges in his own way. Lol.) Uke goes over to a hotel for a job he is over seeing. The hotel has a club with special guest that his company will be remodeling. While taking notes for work, Seme approaches Uke and gives him a drink. They are both smitten (Seme is just Uke’s type) and have sex. Seme got too excited with Uke and gave him to many love bits and bruises. Uke states he doesn’t mind so Seme offers if he wants to do more. Seme proposes a Sub/Dom with S&M type of relationship. Uke wants to keep seeing Seme so he agrees but tells Seme he has little experience. Seme likes the way Uke reacts and is obedient. Uke likes the sex but is also embarrassed. Lol. Seme states he has never had a partner with no experience but he wants a relationship with Uke so he should sign a contract. Uke is confused and doesn’t understand everything fully but wants to continue. Seme states no dating out side their d/s relationship and no prying into personal life. He also doesn’t like to date his d/s partners. The begin their special relationship. They do lots of stuff but Uke still can’t get used to the pain. Uke states he isn’t an M but he can take it. Uke doesn’t want to end the relationship with Seme because he likes him. It’s been 6 months and Uke is reaching his limit. He asked Seme about dating again but Seme states he won’t date him because nothing would change. He wants to date him but he realizes that Seme is warm and caring out of courtesy. Uke needs time to rest and put his mind on check so he begins to post pone their meetings because he is busy with work. The Manager of the hotel tells him there’s a rumor about Seme having a boyfriend because he isn’t hooking up with anyone else and he eliminated his list of people on the wait list for him. Lol. Seme starts to realize that he needs to stop pretending like he doesn’t notice Uke likes him. Uke and Seme finally meet up. Seme is acting more like they are dating and Uke seems happy but knows he shouldn’t get his hopes up. Lol. Seme is acting childish, violent, and unpredictable to see how much Uke can take. Even though Uke questions it he still finds it cute and wants to see more of Seme. A school classmate that is a journalist sees Uke with Seme at the club. He talks to Uke and asked him why he is white a guy like Seme. He isn’t an M and that when Seme hears this (Uke and Journalist meet at cafe. Seme was going to get coffee before seeing Uke and sees them there). The journalist and Seme know each other. (They don’t like each other) He leaves and Seme asked Uke to tell him everything he doesn’t know. Uke is scared to tell him the truth. Seme breaks up with him because he knows he is forcing Uke into a hobby they don’t share and starts to leave. Uke runs after him and tells him the whole truth and that it’s ridiculous to end the relationship when he likes him. Seme has pass trauma so he he ends up leaving anyways. Journalist friend ends up apologizing. He didn’t think Seme would act like that but he tells Uke he was worried about him because of the past. ( Uke had a boyfriend he liked and he let him chock him one time they were having sex. Uke ended up going to the hospital and his boyfriend called Journalist and ran away. Journalist sees Uke as strong for not letting that affect him and he tells Uke that he likes him. Uke states he can have him doing that because he doesn’t want to rely on him a second time. (He turn Journalist down because he still likes Seme). Manager tells Uke the story of Seme’s pass. ( Seme began doing BDSM stuff when he was 20. He had many partners but he found a sub that he liked and had a relationship. Seme’s dad wanted him to get engaged. Sub boyfriend saw the ring but thinks Seme is going to leave him. Seme tried to explain but he ended up hurting himself by poring alcohol on himself and setting himself on fire ( I think he wanted/he did commit suicide) Seme left the club for a few yrs and return the person he is today). Hearing this Uke goes to Seme’s place and calls him. Uke knows what they had meant something and doesn’t want end this like that. Uke doesn’t want to deny his feelings. Seme doesn’t like the power in balance they have because he knows Uke was doing everything to satisfy him. Seme believes he is dangerous. Uke keeps going to the club waiting for Seme. One day, one of Pinky hair Idols from Seme’s agency (he knows the relationship between them) sees Uke with someone else. Pinky calls Seme. Seme goes crazy trying to get to Uke. Black hair Idol drove him there (Blacky is Seme’s brother). Manager opens the door and Uke is fighting with other guy. Lol. Seme is crying. Uke and Seme resolve their issues. Uke tells Seme they can meet in the middle to make the relationship work. Seme tells him what happen in the past and Uke tells him he isn’t the type to kill himself. Seme confesses that he likes Uke too. They have vanilla sex now too. Lol. Seme buys new ring and gives one to Uke. They are getting along great. Uke still wants to try new things with Seme and Seme is learning to put up some rules/boundaries for himself that he’s actually enjoying. Seme cares for his brother Blacky because he believes they were in the same boat when it comes to being control by their father. Seme helps him out by giving him the freedom to be an Idol or whatever he wanted. (Seme feels bad because Blacky got brought in and taken control by their father because he still needs to have perfect image son around. He sent Seme to Germany after the boyfriend incident). Uke and Seme love being in each other spaces.they are starting to share their life together. Seme sent Uke flowers and perfume and coffee for the coworkers to his office. They want to occupy more of their mind. Lol. Seme begins sending presents for all the times he has missed. Seme tells Uke he wants to know more about his past self. Uke tells him is experience he had with BDSM that sent him to the hospital and the boyfriend ghosting him. Seme thinks it’s good they haven’t done great control yet but Uke tells him he wants to try it with him and not leave it as a bad experience. They do it and they both enjoy it. Uke drops off his cat at Seme’s work place because he will be going on a business trip. Seme comes an gets him and everyone is watching. Seme likes It. Lol. Seme invites Uke to a party at the VIP club hotel because he wants to show him off. Lol. They have phone sex. They miss each other. They go to VIP party. Seme and Uke are having fun together but a person that knows Seme asked him if he wants to join a swingers get together. Seme gets mad and figures out he doesn’t want to share Uke or even for others to want him. Lol. He wants Uke to himself. They leave and spend more time together getting to know new things about their love and themselves. Uke buys Seme a black fish to put in the tank. After the stacker scandal was out, a new one of Seme and Pinky being a thing came out. Band decided to take a break so the scandal can settle. Then a new one came out of Seme being lovers with Uke. (Seme’s Dad told crazy guy(Secretary) to take care of Seme and Uke because he is tired of Seme misbehaving). Seme leaves for business trip. Asked Blacky and Pinky to take care of Uke. Uke gets chased by reporters. Crazy grabbed him. Uke ran but drop his phone. Crazy has it. Blacky gives him his car. Seme gets to Uke places. Uke was passed out at the entrance with a bruise in his arm. Seme doesn’t want Uke to suffer. Seme leaks out his past again for the public. The crazy guy calls Uke to give his phone back and tell him to breakup with Seme. Uke leaves. Goes to Seme’s place upset that he was trying to fix things on his own. Tells him he doesn’t regret being with him, he his special and that they have done nothing wrong. Uke ends up getting kidnaped and beaten by crazy. He tells Uke that he hates Seme and he wants to knock him off his high horse. Uke thinks it’s crazy because Seme doesn’t even think of him. Uke gets rescued by Seme (Seme puts Uke a tracker with his approval). He recorded the confession of what lead him to do that. He gets arrested and he tells his dad to back off. Uke goes to the hospital. After recovering, Seme asked Uke to live with him. Uke ends up designing their home. They live together and happy in love. In the extra, Uke is trying bondage swings.Seme wants Uke to one day enjoy that sensation too. At the end Uke still likes the bed best and Seme tells him he likes it anywhere as long it’s with him. Lol. Blacky was annoyed when he found Pinky at the club. They are Idol group members. Pinky asked Journalist to date him since he knows he got rejected by Uke too. (They had sex before. That is why Journalist found out about Uke and Seme). He doesn’t want that kind of relationship so he denies Pinky. Pinky is lonely and Blacky is confused if he can care more for Pinky. Pinky has been in the entertainment industry since 4 yrs old. He knows how to put up a front and he thinks true love is rare and it won’t happen to him, so he doesn’t care who he hooks up with. The love of his fans is all he needs and shouldn’t be greedy. He ends up accidentally masturbating when thinking of Blacky. It’s easier to pretend nothing happened Both of them think. Lol. Blacky knows Pinky is confused. He wants to stop thinking about Blacky because he doesn’t want him to see him pathetic. Blacky wants him to cherish himself more and to stop because he knows deep down Pinky isn’t enjoying himself like that. He tells pinky to stop putting himself in dangerous situation. They end up kissing and blacky wants to be there for Pinky so he tells him he will match Pinky. Pinky wants to stay away from Blacky. An accident happen on set and Blacky takes Pinky away for a rest. Blacky is touching Pinky out of ‘frustration’ and he tells him why isn’t he fighting back. Pinky states he likes to be taken advantage of. That he likes how rough Blacky is with him. Blacky doesn’t believe he truly does so he kisses him tenderly and tells him he won’t match himself exactly to him. Blacky thinks Pinky is enchanting and lovely that his why he gets angry when he doesn’t care about his well being. Pinky goes to VIP party to make sure that he doesn’t like that. Lol Seme sees him and text Blacky. Pinky gets harassed by stalker. He lives crying. Blacky finds him. Pinky apologies about everything. (Like what he has done and pretending not to know Blacky likes him). Blacky and Pinky go to see a movie premiere by another group member. Stalker is there. He ends up confronting Pinky. He pushes Pinky accidently off the stairs. Blacky catches him put gets hurt in the process. Blacky goes to the hospital. Seme and the company takes care of the stalker. Pinky blames himself but doesn’t run away. Blacky was scared Pinky will run away and blame himself, Pinky wanted to but also doesn’t want things between them to go on like nothing happen.They kiss. After the scandal of Seme and Uke got out, they went into hiding a bit and ended up having sex. They are dating and trying to make it work. CEO Director Celebrity Agency (younger) X Office Worker Manager (older) Seme’s Half-Brother Black Hair Idol (older) X Pink Hair Idol (31 younger)
Vanilla Taste
2.5 not bad. Wish they would have gotten together sooner. So many turns in knowing what was going on in Seme’s mind and persona. Lol. All for it to be he wasn’t a bad Seme. He is whip for Uke but wanted to deny it so bad. Lol. It’s cute that Seme cooks for Uke. Uke is so sunny and cute. He technically likes BDSM because he wants to leave marks and hurt Uke so that way Uke can never forget him again since Uke crushed him when he forgot his childhood with Seme. Know that Seme knows he didn’t forget everything, Seme didn’t truly like BDSM but just wanted to be with Uke. Finally on episode 67 they confess their love for each other. Uke and Seme are childhood Friends and have been living together since the start of University. They are close and Seme is kind to Uke. In high school, Seme mention that if he knew he wasn’t dating anyone he would have asked him out. Uke brushes it off as a joke. In senior yr in Uni. Uke asked if he remembers that and Seme states he doesn’t making Uke a bit disappointed since he actually likes Seme. One day, Uke accidentally opens a box mailed to Seme thinking it his. BDSM stuff was in it. Seme walks in and Uke states he is sorry. Seme states he was just curious that’s why he bought them. Uke is also so he lets him put handcuffs on. Seme begins a little bit of play making them turn on. Seme masturbates Uke and then he states he can’t do it without him and asked Uke to be is BDSM partner. Uke was apprehensive at first because he doesn’t like pain but Seme tells him he won’t so Uke trust that he won’t hurt him. They do it for the first time and they all goes good. Uke decides to keep going because he is his ally that can accept and understand him because Seme has also accepted And was kind to Uke when Seme found out he was gay. Lol. Uke and Seme try doggy play. Uke does good so now they will try intercourse. Uke tells Seme that Seme knows he his gay and he knows he gets infatuated with them and what if he forgets that they are only sex friends and starts believing he is special to him. If he can handle Uke thinking that. Seme states he knows Uke is affectionate and he gives his heart easily and he was always there to pick him up when he got hurt. Seme states he can do whatever he feels like and they continue having sex. Uke enjoys it. Uke believes Seme likes him because of Seme’s words and actions tell him. Uke states that Seme already knows that he can be delusional and that Seme was the one who started it. Lol. Flashback Ep. 13-21. Uke lived with his grandma in elementary school. Seme moved there and Uke befriended him even though Seme was apprehensive at first. Uke crying, Seme had to move away but told Uke they should keep in contact. It faded in the pleasant memories. Uke had to move in with his mother in Seoul at the start of High School when his grandma past away. He lived in the rooms at school but on weekend he went back home we’re he dreaded being. His older brother, step father and sister really didn’t want Uke there. Uke was starved for affection since he couldn’t get it at home. He meet up with Seme again and they became close. Uke’s friend that had a crush on him got jealous and started to spreed rumors that they are gay. (Seme knows he has a crush on Uke and tells him that he already likes someone else. Seme states Uke wants to be loved so he can’t leave him alone so he needs to take him under his wing and dote on Uke because Uke is already under his control). Uke ignores Seme until the rumors die down. Seme investigated and starts to take down everyone who spreed the rumors. He goes to the main guy and scars him into the point that he goes and tells Uke everything. He treated seme that he will expose Uke rumors to his parents and Seme punches him and breaks his phone. Everything goes back to normal but Uke is sad that it didn’t affect Seme because it means Seme doesn’t like him the way he does (Uke liked him romantically) but since Seme is always nice and teasing him he still holds on to hope. In present day, they keep doing different BDSM stuff. Uke believes Seme can’t confess to him because of the yrs of friendship they had and he is shy so Uke thinks he needs to be patient for the confession and then they will naturally start to date. Lol. Seme takes him to his hotel (working there and managing). Uke gets drunk and tells Seme that Seme likes him but he is mad that Seme is most likely engaged to someone because he is a heir. Seme tells him that he isn’t engaged and he doesn’t feel that way about Uke. They have drunk sex. Seme reveals that when he was younger he was in love with Uke. He was his first love but when he meet him again in high school he feel out of love. He found Uke’s personality annoying. Lol. Until he found the BDSM stuff, Seme thought he can finally stop pretending to be friends or put on and act. He was planning to use Uke and then leave him but now Seme is starting to understand that he might of fallen back in love with Uke. He is happy and wants to tell Uke but Uke tells Seme he meet his father once and he was handsome and kind too. Not liking that, Seme cooled off and goes back again into not wanting have romantic feelings for Uke. (Even though everything he does is a sign of loving someone, he even made him a cake because Uke didn’t eat the one he brought home. Lol) (Seme believes that he can’t love normally because he always feels empty inside). Uke wasn’t to buy an BDSM present for Seme in order to seduce him more so Seme will fall for Uke. He accidental he goes to a BDSM bar and meets Seme’s look a like (it’s actually Seme’s Cousin). He’s the owner of the bar. He pick pocketed Uke’s wallet and finds out that Uke is his ‘first love’. He goes to school to return him the wallet. They go out to eat and shop for new clothes for Seme’s Cousin. He asked Uke how he found his bar. Uke tells him he wanted to purchase BDSM stuff for his partner. Seme’s brother doesn’t like the idea of someone taking advantage of Uke’s innocence so he convinces Uke to whip him leaving marks for Seme to see. Seme does see them and Uke states he tried the whip out on himself. Uke goes sleep and Seme tries to control himself and goes to put ointment on his neck when he has the sensation to make is own marking so he scratched Uke. Seme gets turns on. He wants Uke to be his. Uke wakes up to Seme mastubating in front of him. They have bondage play sex and Seme takes it a little to far. Uke said a safe word and Seme goes over the edge believing Uke has a new partner and starts to cry. Uke tells him the truth and clears up the misunderstanding. Seme tells Uke that he likes him and he is special to him. Uke takes those words as a confession and believes they are dating now. Lol. Seme calls the first number Uke has on his phone wanting to know who the other person is. He finds out it’s Cousin. Cousin is upset and believes Seme is trying to take everything away from him. (Seme was told by Cousins father to go around pretending to be Cousin). Seme and Uke go out on a date but by the end Uke feels sad and confused because Seme seems to still think of their relationship as master and servant. Cousin finds picture that Seme and Uke drew when they were small that Seme holds dear to his heart and presents it to Uke and tells him he is the one who loves him. Uke starts to cry because those are the words he wants to hear from Seme. (Seme’s backstory: His father was from the rich family. He left them to marry a poor girl. They had Seme but then mother began to get sick until see fell into a coma. Father ran out of money because of hospital bills and nobody in the family would help him (Seme knows this too). Father was depress and Seme was resentful because he couldn’t save mom. Father apologize and committed suicide. Seme ran to draw the painting outside in which Uke comes to help him on. Uke tells him he lives with his grandma because it was hard on his mother (father was out of the pic because he abused her so much) to the point she wanted to abandon Uke on the street. She remarry and took the brother. They both dream about a future where they live happy in a big house with everyone. Seme gets home and calls the police about his parents being dead. He doesn’t cry because he feels happy that he likes Uke and will do his best to make Uke’s happy. He moves to get taken in by rich fam. Seme plans to take back everything his father left behind, that way he can make all of Uke’s wishes come true. Seme convinces Uncle to let him go to public school to lay low. When he finally meets Uke in high school He is disappointed Uke does not remember him. He gives his Cousins name as a test but Uke doesn’t even remember his actual name. He decided to make new memories with Uke. (Seme always approaches Uke. Uke seems stand-offish not knowing if he should be friends with someone rich). Cousin told Seme that he ran into Uke and was mistaken for him and tells him Uke has a crush on Seme but that he is interested in Uke. Seme tells him not to come between them but denies having feelings for Uke. This is when Uke states he has a boyfriend and then begins to ignore him because of the gay rumors. Seme ends up telling himself that he didn’t want Uke’s happiness he just wanted to possess him. Seme hates Uke because he makes him feel miserable but he will make him his. He also felt guilt and he feels like that can’t be love.) Uke rejects Cousin. Cousin gets mad and tries to have sex with him because he thinks that’s why Uke came to him. (cousin tells Uke that he is the rich one and Seme is an orphan trying to takeover after his fam commit suicide). Uke cries and Cousin stops because he doesn’t want to rape him. Seme comes in punching Cousin because he figured out that Cousin took his painting and Uke isn’t answering his phone. Uke and Seme leave. Uke wants Seme to be honest with him. They have BDSM play sex. Seme know knows he needs to end things with Uke before he hurts him more since he does actually want Uke’s happiness. He tells him the harsh truth of his intentions and how he pretended to be his friend and breaks up with Uke. Uke cries and goes to live with his brother he catches a cold but still moving along. Cousin tells Seme that he will be getting the inheritance but Seme doesn’t care anymore since that was for Uke’s sake to make him happy. (Seme is depressed and missing Uke). Cousin tells him he is seeing Uke. Seme is worried so he goes to find Uke. Cousin goes to apologize to Uke. Uke figures out that he lied about the picture/ him being childhood Seme. Uke realizes that Seme couldn’t have been lying the whole time. There must have been a connection between them. Uke still wants to stay friends with Cousin though. He knows he isn’t malicious. Uke goes home but stops to rest because his sickness is getting worse. Seme finds Uke and brings him to hospital. Uke is now in a VIP room pretending to be more sick to get back at Seme. Seme is doing everything Uke wants. Uke doesn’t know why Seme was trying to be an asshole if he’s bending over for him. Lol. Seme finds out that Uke never truly forgot Seme he just didn’t remember his name and he left right when they were getting closer. Uke gets discharged and him and his brother are in better terms now that they understand each other more. Uke and Seme talk. Uke tells him he was just lonely and that he is clueless in being in relationships, and to admits his real feelings. Seme admits to Uke that if what he feels is love then he has always loved him. Seme understand he has always had those feeling deep inside him. Uke cries and they hug and kiss and have sex in the car telling each other they have loved each other for a long time. They go back to Seme’s place and have BDSM play but with Uke being the master. Seme likes it and realizes he doesn’t care about BDSM he just wants to be with SEme is happy know that he truly knows that Uke loves him and trust in his own love. They go back to their hometown. They clean Seme’s parents place. Seme learns that it’s okay to cry, so he does. Uke asked a granny and she remembers Seme’s actual name. Uke tells Seme his name. They are happy together and Seme is learning not to be close off. Seme goes to see his grandfather where he learns that he actually loved his son and didn’t want him to die, he was just being stubborn and didn’t realize how lonely and sad his son was. He doesn’t want to ruin his relationship with Seme either so he gives him a second chance to come back because ever since Uke left he hasn’t been around. Seme realizes that he has no room to judge his father because he has hurt people he loved too. Cousin goes to see Uke and warns him about Seme again. Uke asked Cousin to tell him the truth wear they meet first. He tells him they meet the first time Uke realize he loved Seme. They talked and Seme asked him if he had someone and he would have asked him out sooner. Uke is flattered that Cousin loves him but he rejects him. Cousin gets mad and punches a wall. Uke cry’s and he stops. They talk it out and Cousin decides to stay friend until he breaks up with Seme. Lol. Seme ends up getting the position of his uncle and Cousin is given money to not make a mess. Lol. Cousin tells Seme how long he plans to keep Uke. Seme goes to his grandfather and tells him since he doesn’t want to make the same mistake twice because he regrets it to accept his partner in marriage. Grandpa colapse. Lol. Cousin gives back the drawing pic and still holds on to hope. Seme and Uke are happy together. Heir to conglomerate Construction Company/ Senior in University Hotel Managment (25)X Senior in University political science and International relations Major. (25) Cousin Actual Heir (27)
One Take
2.5 Seme is serious and tells it as it is. Uke is chill but a skeptic and likes to question Seme’s feeling a lot. Seme has never known affection so he is a jackass to everyone except Uke who he is obsessed with even though they bicker with each other. Lol. It’s funny that his manager and everyone on set know that Uke is a fanboy of Seme. Lol. They even congratulated him for getting his autograph. Lol. (Uke wants to get it laminated. Lol). I like that Uke has a sweet tooth. Lol. It’s cute that Uke’s manager is happy to know that Uke and Seme are pinning for each other mutually. Lol. Even Seme’s manger is okay with it. Lol. And Director and older costar are good with it. Lol. Wish we could have gotten more couple moments. I want to see them more in the relationship. Uke has been an Actor for 7 yrs. 7 yrs back, He got himself involved in a scandal (he tried helping a girl that was being harassed but it looked like he was the one harassing, sexual assault. Because of this others don’t like him and the girl had to move overseas) and got kick out of dramas and did movies but now he is back given the chance to start in a new drama a long side Seme, a very popular Actor. When meeting him for the first time, Uke accidentally just blurted out that he was fucking handsome. Uke tried to apologize but Seme told him it’s the truth. Lol. Uke ends up looking him up all night. Uke thinks Seme is incredible with his acting which makes him feel defeated. Just when he was about to leave, Seme stops him and asked him for a ride. Manager explains that Seme is bad at driving and if he can drive him to the office. Uke does and Seme tells him he can keep the car and just to bring it to the next shoot. Uke notice his heart beating fast and believes he is developing a celeb crush on Seme. After that, Uke became a fanboy (he likes his acting and his face and is even subscribed to his fan club site). Lol. Uke was watching a trailer for Seme’s movie and Seme catches him. Seme asked him if he wanted to see the movie with him. At first Uke thought it was a date but turns out it was the movie premiere and he invited the rest of the cast they are working with. Lol. Uke stayed up looking for more of Seme’s movies all night. At set, an action scene gets inserted but Uke doesn’t think a week is enough time to practice. Seme tells him if they can do it in a week he will give him an autograph and a photo (he saw Uke earlier staring at the fans down when Seme was giving out his autograph) Uke agrees. Lol. Seme wants to practice the fighting scene but Uke runs away and hides because he is tried of practice. Uke over hears Seme and costars girl talking about a deal they have to get back at Uke ( he has problem with his cast mates. Shy boy keeps wanting him to remember him, Redhead is angry at him all the time, Long hair girl wants him out of acting because the girl he had the scandal with was her close friend). Seme knows Uke is hiding there and Uke confronts Seme about the deal but he tells him he has a different plan and the deal she made was with someone else and to look at the tittle of the show (trap) (deal is to get him out of acting). The day of the action scene comes but Uke has a sprain ankle but does the shoot even though his manager is telling him not to. They had to in province at the last minute because Uke fell on top of Seme. Seme helps him put ointment on his ankle. People are starting to have different opinions, more positive, about Uke (the rumors were false and he isn’t scary). Uke gets called an ugly duckling of the set and he finally remembers Shy boy and shy boy cries. ( Uke after the scandal took up a position to teach younger talent and shy boy was one of them. He was chubby and over acted and couldn’t sing or dance well. Uke gave him advices to give up if he isn’t going to give it his all. That was also advice for himself since he began doing movies after. Shy boy took his words and became a Idol then an actor in hopes of sharing the creen with Uke one day. So he got mad at Uke for letting people say bad things about him if it isn’t true). Seme tells him to wait for him after work to give him what he promised. Uke waits by Seme’s car. Seme asked for pen and paper but Uke doesn’t have any so they go to Seme’s place. Lol. He gets the autograph but no picture because he isn’t looking good so another time. Lol. They drink and watch the show. Seme passes out and Uke leaves him in his bed and sees and investor proposal letter. The next day, Uke talks to Shy boy and asked him about the investor. Turns out the investor plan the drama to end his Career and he is the one his manager stated was Seme’s manager. Uke confronts Seme who that guy is to himand Seme tells him they need to get to know each other before Uke can trust him so they should go on a date. Lol. Uke agrees. They go to a fancy restaurant where Seme tells him about the largest investor in the show is a company that he owns. He states he doesn’t like the people that are using his company in suspension ways ( money laundering) . The director that hates Uke because of the scandal was one of them that use to wine and dine investors. He got busted with the scandal Uke was involved in. He apparently offered investors young and rookie celebs that he manipulated so he was a reliable pimp to them. He hates Uke because he ruined one of his operations. That is why he asked the drama’s director help destroy Uke’s career. Seme doesn’t want that because it’s his show too, lol. Seme believe that since the Bad Director hasn’t given up on destroying Uke’s career for 7 yrs. Uke must have something on him. Seme wants to get rid of all the parasites in his company and wants to use Uke as bait. Seme tells Uke that the investor technically is is manager as a CEO. Lol. So his own manager wasn’t wrong. Seme states that his plan is to make Uke a star. Because when Uke receives more attention, Bad Director will strike and then he will know and the cut off all the parasites. Seme asked Uke why he protected the scandal girl and if they were special to each other. Uke states that she was a good colleague. Lol. Uke tells Seme he can stop press releases that he is fine with the popularity he has gotten already but Seme states he would have gotten that if the scandal didn’t happen and that he should care because what good is an Actor if no one wants to see you act. Uke gets upset that everyone keeps telling him this (Shy boy and Scandal girl told him if he even liked Acting) and tells Seme why he is complicating things and he is sure he can do everything without involving him. Seme gets upset and states if it doesn’t involve Uke it will mean nothing. Seme storms off with Uke and takes him to the penthouse. Uke asked if he is hitting on him. Lol. Seme tells him if he would spend all this time and money on an expensive dinner and hotel room if he wasn’t hitting on him. Lol. They go inside and Seme throws him on the bed and tells him he wants to show him what he means to him and that he doesn’t like how he is covering for the girl or others are trying to bring him down. Uke tells him there’s been a misunderstanding and that he’s not gay. Lol. Seme states if he is sure and then they kiss. Uke likes it but doesn’t want things to end as a one night thing so he tells Seme how he feels about him (at first he thought he was starstruck but now he knows he likes Seme) because he likes Seme and doesn’t want things to end. Seme tells him that went he sees him he gets hard and wants to do dirty things to him. Lol. Uke states he wants to get to know Seme better and they should start by exchanging phone numbers. Lol They begin to chat but Seme only sends him one word type answers and then they go on a date to the movies to watch Seme’s new release but Seme seems emotionless. Uke begins to wonder if beneath all his lies (his acting style) he will even find the true him. Uke wants to be someone special to Seme and know his true self. Uke now is starting to feel like even Seme liking him could also be a lie. Even though Uke has been feeling distant, he misses Seme. While in the waiting room, Shy boy walks in and then Red head. Red head asked Uke if he is close to Seme and Uke states he isn’t sure. Red head states then why is Seme only nice to him. Lol. That he doesn’t have conversation with anyone he just does commands. Lol. Uke is now back to thinking maybe Seme feelings are genuine. Uke’s Manager shows him the article about someone that worked on set telling the story of the scandal. Manager states they should talk to Seme. Uke finds out that they have been communicating behind Uke’s back. Manager was told by Seme to give him Uke’s schedule and that once his contract was up Seme will sign him to his company. Uke feels hurt but also understands. He tells Manager they need to take a break from each other. While Uke was walking away, Seme catches him takes him inside a room. Uke tells him if he’s been lying about his feeling towards him the whole time to get him to do what he says. Seme tells him he has been upfront with Uke and he never lied. Uke tells him to stay out of his business now but Seme states he needs his cooperation to resolve the scandal f he wants to get to the top. Uke states he never wanted that. Seme tells him that what he has seen is his best attempt at showing his affection that he never received it so he doesn’t know how to express it but he will give him everything he can. Uke states that he still like Seme but that if it isn’t coming from his heart he doesn’t want it and to leave everything to do with him alone, if he can’t be real he doesn’t want anything with him. Seme tells him he doesn’t need his promisión he his doing things his way because Uke is lying about not caring about Acting he is just scared it will be taken way. Uke felling toward him thinking that Seme’s feelings are fake or he doesn’t need him got nothing to do with him and kisses him stating he will kiss him when he want to. Lol. Uke cries sexual harassment but Seme tells him to sue him but he has a good lawyer. Lol. Uke leaves. Manager turns in his resignation and his company is not going to put him a new one (it’s not like Uke wanted to work with a stranger). The internet sounds divided about the article. Uke goes to Director and tells him to finish up his shoot just in case he has to quit early. Director tells him he likes him more as an Actor then Seme because he is able to get into the minds of the characters he plays unlike Seme. Red head and Shy boy confront him about the scandal. Uke states he didn’t do it. They believe him. Bad director contact Uke and he meets with him. He wants the recording file of the incident. Uke states that the investors on the vid don’t know the bad Director was going to us the spy cam to blackmail them. Uke leaves and Bad Director tells him it will get worse for him. Uke is filming his last scene with Seme. Director tells him to act like Seme is his soulmate. Uke asked if it’s an lgbt drama and the Director states he can put it that way. Lol. Uke last scene before he jumps off the window, he has love on his eyes for Seme. Seme was su post to let Uke fall to his death but ends up grabbing his hand. Director knew that will happen lol. The long hair girl tells Uke to leave the show. Uke sees the pleading in her eyes for the truth so he decides to tell her. Uke the type to not try as hard and Actress, she would give it her all. Actress asks why he does this work if he doesn’t like it. Uke decided to find the answer for himself since his answers weren’t suitable (he likes money and praise. Lol) He began trying his best in Acting and he began to have bigger parts while the actress kept getting smaller. One time Uke was around and saw a couple of Bad Directors clients going to the same run as the Actress. Uke sees her in the aftermath. She tells him to call her a tramp because she does whatever it takes to get a role but Uke doesn’t and finds a hidden camera in the room and tells her they can use it. The Bad Director opens the door and sees what Uke has. Actress wants to give the spy vid back to Bad Director because he threaten her to release all the other vids of her and the spread of the scandal on Uke. Uke tells her not to worry, that he won’t quit acting and that her vids won’t leak out. So the director kept pushing her until she quit and left to the states. Uke tells long hair girl that he will soon leave the show. In his place, Uke turns on the tv to be surprise by the news stating that Seme is retiring from acting because he was deeply affected by the scandal concerning Uke and was profoundly disappointed in the attacks and hostility on a fallow Actor with little evidence. Uke is shook and goes to the press conference. While Seme was leaving after the press conference, Someone asked him if there was something between him and Uke and he answers that he wants to get close to Uke. Lol. Uke finds Seme and they go to Seme’s secret apartment so they can talk. Once there Seme locks the door with a password and tells him he will stay there for a couple of days and that he knows the truth already because he had long hair girl bugged and that he is quitting his job is no different from what he did for the Actress. Lol. Uke punches him and Seme gives him tea to settle down. Lol. Uke states if he quite acting to become a criminal. Lol. Seme states that everything will get resolve soon because the Actress will be coming back and is going to reveal everything. Seme told the investors about spy cams sex tapes and they are in a frenzy so they might not need the one Uke has. Uke asked why he is doing all this and Seme states he wants the continuation of Uke’s career. Uke asked if he loves him and Seme states he’s not sure but he doesn’t want Uke to hate him. Seme tells him he has 3 days to figure out the passcode, hints are all around him. They are living together now. Lol. Uke finds a laptop and sees that Seme has many vids of his pass college Theater days and even his audition tape for the drama. Seme was telling the truth when he said he knew Uke better then he thought. Uke asked Seme to have a drink with him and asked him about his past. Seme states is mother ran over a dog with no emotions. His parents were both monsters that never showed affection toward him but that how he learn to not invest in things emotionally that will one day will leave. Seme states that Uke found the vids. Seme didn’t want to get close but still wanted to watch Uke. Seme states if Uke can handle him. Uke states that Seme doesn’t want to be hated. Seme tells him to promise he won’t but Uke can’t say that his feelings will never change but he will not hate him. Seme passes out. Uke figures out the passcode (fist college play and birthday). Uke meets with his old manager and tells him the truth about the scandal and what is going on with Seme. Manager states that what Seme is doing is love and that Uke was a little to passionate to be just a fan. Lol He gets relieved that the feelings are mutual. Uke states he isn’t sure because he doesn’t know if it’s affection or obsession. Manager tells him feelings come in all forms and expressions but Uke is a good person. Uke asked Manager to be his manager again and Manager asked him to join his new company. Uke agrees. Uke speaks to Actress. She is going to get married and she feels like she needs to come out and say something and apologies to Uke and tells him Red head is younger brother. Uke has over the vid to her. Online they state that reporter fabricated Uke’s scandal so Uke is free from that. While getting home, Bad Director goes and tells Uke that it was all Seme’s plan from the beginning. Seme told him to take care of Uke and then he will invest on his next project. Bad Director starts to chock him and Seme comes and starts to kick him. Uke stops him and Bad Director runs away (he gets caught by police anyways). Uke states he would have began a relationship with him but know that he knows the truth he doesn’t want to start anything (he doesn’t want to question Seme every time something happens like if he is behind it) so he wants to let it go but for Seme it already started 7 yrs ago. A month passes and they are back on set. Seme question Uke that he his running away from his own feelings and confusing him (he wasn’t real him, Seme shows it but the Uke runs away). When he saw Uke’s play that talked about a lie becoming a reality, Seme believed that he found someone who would be able to understand him and gave him hope. Uke states he is also running away because he feel he himself isn’t good enough for Seme but Seme tells him to lie. Lol. They go on set and while filming a lamp falls down toward Uke. He goes to the hospital. After Uke Manager leaves, Seme’s managers appears and tells him it was an accident because Seme had him investigate. He tells Uke to think twice in getting with Seme because Seme would commit any crime for Uke and it would make it hard for him to clean it up. Lol. That Uke doesn’t need advice because he made Seme question the way he has been living his life. Manager also apologize because he was the one who showed Seme the play Uke was in and to think of Seme as a wild dog that bit him. Lol. Seme goes to see Uke at the hospital. Seme treated Uke to kidnapped, confined, or threaten him because he wants Uke with him. Uke states they should date and call what they have love but he ever gets tired of it he will run away. Seme agrees and shows him the recording of his confession and states if he runs away he will go after him and expose the recording. Lol. They are a couple now. Extras: their first time having sex. Lol. They didn’t show it though Mega Star Actor/ CEO of film/show investing Company (late 20’s) X Actor (late 20’s)
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