ariantor's manga / #❤Shounen Ai❤(2)

The anxiety this book gives me is unreal. Every page keeps me hooked every sentence has the wheels in my head turning. I keep wondering what's going on. It really makes you think is every victim Innocent and is every murder guilty. It's not one of the psychological thrillers that leaves you wondering why the uke would stay in the situation because it accurately describes real life. When you spend your whole life alone it really is less right person and more right time. I also love that the author is staying true to the seme's character instead of trying to quickly give him some rushed character development. I mean I am also a whore for historical mangas. I think this one is supposed to take place during the classical era. This yoai is in full color and the art style is lovely. I am not going to lie I really hope we get a non killing stalking ending but sadly i think that may be the case.

I am so upset this manga had me feeling so upset and numb. If I was not crying I was screaming. I wanted this to have a lovely happy ending though I don't think that is the case. It is so hard to watch the uke go through everything he does and watch the seme make the same mistakes. I just keep think if only this did not happen if only that were to change. The relationship was toxic from the beginning but I consistently keep praying that the seme will change. The relationship feels like two people who speak different langauges trying to communicate using Google translate. Overall this was a great read and the author made me feel so many things.