galomisimi's manga / #suicide(2)

tw: mentions of sh & suicide/al ideation um so I usually don’t leave comments, but reading this kinda struck home for me. The scene where she cut herself brought back a lot of memories and when she mentioned disinfecting the razor it reminded me of how much I hated doing it, and how in a way it really did seem contradictory. Then when she talks about feeling scared to jump, it made me realize that I never thought about how real and scary suicide actually is. Overall I like the message and it actually did make me feel warm bc after processing it, I think I get it now. Often we’re so caught up in our miserable lives that we block out everyone else. Sometimes we need to step back and acknowledge that there are people who care about us, people who do see us and call after us... even if it’s just one person. Otherwise we end up hurting the people around us. And if you ever feel this way please let someone you trust know, don’t invalidate yourself by not reaching out bc someone does care and will listen !!

Hits you like a shot of vodka. Really made me wonder what happened that resulted in her breaking her promise and ending her life. I hope it's not me. I think I did it once and emailed myself but I must've typed the wrong email or something... I don't check my emails. Life can be so unfair sometimes and it's not even your fault. Shit I'm making myself sad. For future me, if you ever feel down, take caution if you choose to reread this. -1 star cuz i wasn't a fan of the art style