YvonMarie's manga / #Prequel(4)

This is honestly just sad bro. This ain't the main story but it's just<3

I didn't read the main story yet so I nearly choked when I read the ending. I was fully expecting them to end up together and then the next thing I read is that Kido got married?????? BRO? WUT?

I love that they're both happy together in their respective stories and with their partners but this background story just breaks my heart. I can't even hate the seme nor the uke. But .y heart just broke when the uke said he quit his job. I could feel the frustration he had at that moment. I also felt sorry for the uke who just literally had no idea. I wish they communicated. I wish they could have pulled through. But they didn't. They couldn't. And they moved on. I just wish they saw each other again. Especially for the seme to know that yeah, he's happy as well.

I've read this back when I was in 5th grade. Probably 2015 I think. Yes, I was in elementary for heaven's sake. It was written on my old journal my grandma gave me which I took out cause idk, I miss her. Blah blah I read this to distract myself from crying but well here I am, bawling my eyes out. I remember I teared up when I read this before but now it hits different. Also how is this connected to the movie (birds don't fly smth I forgot) ? I've heard that movie for who knows how many times know but I still haven't watched it.