Decision
This was so HOT. UGH. They could make this a long-ass series and drag those drama and mysteries longer and I would have read every single page of it. So sad they made it 8 chapters long only... So this is about seme who's filthy rich but doesn't feel excited by anything.. not even jumping off from an airplane like dude has sth VERY WRONG bro. VERY. Then there's uke who's an assassin. He killed as naturally as possible like setting up a suicide scene, car accident, brick falling off.. He's cold and calculated which is superb! so one day, he was hired to kill this rich (scum) dude who's friend with seme. Uke infiltrated into a club where the scum didn't take his bodyguard. Seme was with his friend, impotent lol. The girl was like, are you eunuch? When uke and seme met, seme heart raced for the first time. Long story short, uke killed that scum. Seme found uke and captured him, had sex (idk if this is rape or consensual, it's so hard..).. in the end, happily after <3
Kingyo no Ubugoe
T T starting chapter 1 and hit me with all kinds of feels..... It seems like uke lost his memory and probably has a cognitive impairment. He acted like a baby (like eating a goldfish!!!). He can still speak a few words but he cannot focus on things. He's also impulsive. Then there's seme who cares about uke so much. He takes care and treats uke so well... Although they do have sex lol...... k I can't laugh.... It seems they met in the past and they were really in love. I meant uke was such a sassy bitch, of course, seme would fall for him... The thing that hurt me the most was when seme said "when will you come back..."
DOGMA(Akabeko)
FUCK this shit is twisted af. I'm loving it 100/100. so this is about a family where father is religious to a weird cult af. He believed a twin is a satan, so he neglected one of his child and loved only the other one. The neglected one grew up twisted and yearned for his father's love fast forward to future, his whole family died (because 'accident', duh) except his dad. So his crazy dad locked his dad and raped him day in day out, and he went out to work like there was no batshit crazy stuff happening at home. 10/10 perfect psychological manga.
Koboreru
no shit, this is kinda nasty. It was about uke who's clueless about life because he's still young. He just wanted the attention, so he mingled among the bad crowd. One day, seme transferred here and was everyone's center of attention because of his handsome look. Uke and seme got closer because uke helped him ward off people. Uke then took advantage by ordering him around, borrowing money with no intention of return. seme didn't feel anything about this because he just liked uke that much (he's clueless tho). Anyway, there was a point in this manga where uke's shitty friends raped and hit him. The nastiest of them all is the black hair dude.. it felt like he adored uke, but he had a violent taste... he's bad sign in every way.. in the end, uke and seme got together after learning many things. They decided to change for the better.
Gokuaku BL
So there was this police guy who always use excessive violence with straight face. And there's this yakuza who loves violence and hurting ppl. Yakuza guy asked the police to join him. Police kept saying no. Until one day, police saw yakuza got fucked and he's like horny. Yakuza guy said he could fuck him. Some time later that, yakuza asked police to join him again because he said they're similar. Police guy ENJOYS hurting ppl too and that yakuza guy has always been drawn to him. Long story short, police joined yakuza.
Fukumen Danshi
This is an anthropology with multiple stories about some mature, Twisted theme. The first story is about a guy who got called to a warehouse one day. There was a mask guy waiting for him and that guy dragged MC to the warehouse and raped him. This happened for quite some time. MC guest dad the rapist must be one of the three classmates because of their body size and height. But MC was fond of the guy sitting next to him and wouldn't mind is he was the rapist. At the end of the story though it turns out that there were more than one rapist. It got continued in the last story of this anthology but, spoiler alert, the rapist his teacher and two other guys that he didn't think was the rapist and the saddest thing is the one he is fond of is not even one of them.
Hoshoku-sha Kisumi-kun
so uke is someone who likes to say "I wanna die" to which seme would reply "then let me eat you before you die". It started some time ago. They were childhood friends. The first time it happened, seme was so annoyed that uke had wanted to die even tho seme yearned for him this much, so he said something about eating uke. As time passed, it's become a weird habit for them. uke is a popular news reporter. seme is some office worker. They somehow ended up living together at one point. Seme did everything for uke (like cooking, cleaning, etc) that uke is so comfortable he didn't wanna move now. seme is possessive. He wanted uke to be completely dependent on him. At one point in the story, seme locked uke up because uke wouldn't understand seme's feelings. He locked uke, raped, and repeated. Also, uke has a woman stalker who's also his coworker. She barged into his house one day when uke was absent from work (because he was confined). The girl got confronted by seme and she lost, so she didn't dare to appear before uke anymore.. that time uke could break off from the chains. However, instead of running away, he learnt that he wanted be together with seme..
The Day I Marry the God of Death
T T this one is so sad.. so very sad TT our little protagonist is a little girl who lost both her parents... She also lost her will to live. She heard a rumour that there live a shinigami who made coffin deep inside the forest, so she went to him and asked him to build her a coffin AND KILL HER. It was so sad. A little powerless girl walked all the way from the city through a harsh forest just to meet the shinigami. That's when shinigami decided to raise her. He said she had to learn what love is first before she died.
My Little Inferno