Yume No You Na Hanashi
My Partner's Tastes and Fetishes
5️ complete, side 10, 7 Jan 2023 This!! This is how you write bdsm, consensual, fun, sexy. It was a tiny bit fluffy for my taste but overall it was a fun, great read! 2 Uni students meet, realize they have the same fetish and enjoy each other. Little drama, no detailed trauma but a fully complete little story. Also the BDSM the who time, they aren't "cured" and move into direct vanilla segs which is a common idea. 4️ looks almost complete
May Belongs to Me
4/5 ️ Complete Oct 2022 Not as traumatic as I remember. ML uke is unwanted and slots himself out for the hope of love and a place to spend the night. He gets kidnapped and has to reconcile his own memories to figure out what is happening. Not BDSM or S&M, bondage a little (mostly just to keep him prisoner, not as a sexual kink)
Scandalous M
3/4️ Complete Sept 2022 First off, seme is so hawt, like way hotter than anyone else so I have no idea why he isn't an actor. Pretty good, probs would rate it higher if the bdsm was better. No bdsm here, just manipulation and rape. Actor uke is spoiled and has trauma from his first relationship where he was manipulated to think he enjoyed bdsm. He relies pretty heavily on his "best friend", fuck buddy and manager. One day is awful, asshole ex walks back into his life and tries to pick up the manipulative bdsm again. It works for awhile. Side story isn't worth reading and the bdsm isn't sexy.
See You Again
Went to read it again, made it to ch 50, not as good as what I remembered. Update: I finished it and it was good, all the delicious trauma. The whole story is about a traumatized actor who sabotages himself and anyone who might care for him because he feels dirty and unworthy of love. The other character is sweet but when constantly being lied to and pushed away, he doesn't react as well as you want him too because you are hoping for a knight in shining armor and he is just a human being.
Yoru wa Tomodachi